bUnny bUnny

2005-12-02T09:11:00.000-08:00

this song playing is someone who introduce to me. the 1st song that he sang that let me feels that he have a nice and beautiful voice. someone that reaches the deepiest point of my heart . someone that share joy , happiness , sadness , laughter ad tears with me. someone that i love so much . someone i care . someone that show me what is love. someone that will really make me shed so much tears for him . someone that gently kiss on my forehead. someone that hug me tightly and say he loves me. someone that can go crazy with me . someone that can talk anything under the sun . someone that wipe away my tears. someone who wants goodnight kiss on phone. someone who say he dont care, but he do care. all this is a nice memories to me. maybe you dont notice all this. but i do . i dont know when you will saw this post . or even remember me . remember the promise we made to each other?11th of january . i will be waiting for you till that day . where are you bunny ?

2005-11-22T16:23:00.000-08:00

okay . derrick want me to blog.
so i guess is time for me to blog le. (:
hmm. yes derrick .
you finally have your holiday ! (: wahaha.
dont need come and suan me ah (:

okays. nothing much actually .
i am busy with my work .
but i am happy . (:

someone left me again .
come back to me and left quietly.
what is that ?
okay . whatever . up to you .
i am tired of that actually .

anyway . wanna say something that really throw my face into the bin .
haa. i fell down at my working place!
i am so paiseh lor ! haa.
but is okay . i am willing to share.
lOls. because i find it very funny (:
but haa. is okay lar.
fall down is very common ah ? hee.

hmm. guess i am having fun with my job ?
yes. but i better dont get scolded lor.

nowadays, i getting very high .
i just love to listen to noisy music.
turn on the volume till loud loud.
techno ! haa. i simply love that nowadays .
what happen to me ? wahaha.
whatever . (:

hmm. guess gonna stop here.
DERRICK . I UPDATE LE ! (:

2005-11-09T10:30:00.000-08:00

i know all this is just a dream .
in the begin i know is a dream .
i have woke up from my dream .
is a nice dream indeed.
i can see and talk to you once again .

but i guess all this end last night.
when i wake up today ,
i saw myself lying on bed with nothing left .
but memories flipping through my mind.
thank God , at least he let me enjoy the few weeks with him once again .

even though the dream is short .
but i am satisfied .

2005-10-31T12:13:00.000-08:00

i just have the urge to blog.
i cant sleep . :( so sad uh .
i gonna go for interview on tuesday .
yesyes ! i am very excited .
i want to get my first pay . (:

oHh ya . i just upload a new song.
i love this song.
shared it with all of you . hee . (:
i gonna go sec 4 next year. !
my result was pretty good i guess.
only my maths and science sounded horrible. !
but nah . is okays.
i will try harder. (:

thank God i did not retain .
as you know , retain is a signal of laziness.
why ? because people who retain did not try hard as they were lazy .
so i am not going to retain .
yes. i know i am prideful .
but who is not prideful ? (:

hMm. okays. i think thats all . (:

2005-10-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

i never go to school today .
i skip school again .
hMm. i also dont know what happen to me.
getting very lazy . (:
hMm.. today school have farewell for grad and mr tay .
haa. i missed it. haa.

he perform in one of the item .
hMm. he wish to perform for very long.
finally have a chance. thats good.
i guess he perform well . (:

hMm.. i went to look for job.
haa. but still haven call me leh .
haa. yesyes. i am impatient .
just 1 day and i am wondering when they will call .
YES IMPATIENT.
hMM.. school gonna end , thats great . hee .

ohH ya. this song you are hearing now.
nice rty? hee. to me is nice lar.
haa . hMm. i just love this song lots .
if you watch the drama , you will find it nice. (:

sometimes i find that friendship is kinda weird lor.
hMm. should friend lie to each other ?
friends should be honest with each other right ?
but somehow she is not honest with me .
tHats why i am angry .
haIs. i really lost hope.
i think i will wash hands over her matters .
cause i help her too much till i numb.

2005-10-21T19:08:00.000-07:00

i have to go to school today !
arrgh . i am so tired okay .
went to singapore discovery centre.
yes ! is very boring lar.
i dont enjoy anything there.
because i just wanna present myself .
or else my house phone will keep ringing. (:

hMm. I wanna get a jOb soon .
i am waiting . haa.
i am looking forward to work .
can kill my time .
or else holiday will be bored !
hMm..
but when holiday comes,
haehae.
i miss school ! lOls.
hUman are like that lar ahh .

oKies. i find myself get happier and happier each day !
yes . i will be very happy . (:
i gonna forget hIm !
yesyes ! i will . (:
without him , my life will be better. yea?
hee.. yes !

i believe i can !
okays. thats all .
gOnna stop today . . (:

2005-10-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

yes. i want to give you up .
but can i ?
i always say i wanna give you up .
i wanna hate you .
but i cant. seriously. i cant.
what should i do ?

i say i wanna give back all the pain you have given me to you .
but in the end , i just cant give back to you .
i scared you get hurt .
why am i like this ?
i really dont understand why am i like this.

i keep saying i wanna have holidays.
but in my heart i know that i will miss you like crazy .
my heart really very confused.
the moment i saw you go home and come to school with her.
my heart really hurts.
is like a knife that stub me right through my heart.

in school i have to act as if i am so happy ,
but actually my heart is bleeding.
i want to let you know that i am fine.
if you find someone that really lOves you ,
i am willing to let you go as i love you too much .
even though this day will come,
i still have to let you go .

yes. i still love you very much .
maybe all this to you is no longer important.
because i have leave your heart so long.
in school , we are like total stranger.
my heart really hurts.

nobody will know how i feel .
how much i miss the past .
you dont seems to care how i feel .

i still remember how you leave me.
how you say things that hurt me.
the way you dont want me anymore.
till now my heart still hurt .

i really wanna continue to bring my joy,
love into your life.
but you doesnt want to open your heart to let me.
i have waited for sometime.
waiting for you to bring me back into your heart.

i thought on the 11 of oct you will patch with me.
but i am wrong.
but hope just vanish into the air.
maybe i think too much .
i will not have you in my life anymore.

is okie. i just want you to have your happiness.
i dont want to see you get hurt anymore.
i dont want to give back all the hurt you have given to me.
i dont want already .
as long you find someone better,
i will be happy for you .

i will always remember the love and nicest memories i ever had.
tHanks for everyday for the past few mths.

2005-10-15T17:12:00.000-07:00

my heart really hurts . :(

2005-10-03T20:04:00.000-07:00

nearly one mth i am alone .
hMm. actually i still not use to it lar.
trying to adapt. but as you know, is not easy at all .
my heart still feel the pain .
i wanted to tell someone .
but i find it better to vent all my sadness , happiness in this blog.
or else blog doesnt call blog ! (:

hMm. i am wondering does he feel happy without me ?
hMm. actually i dont know .
of course i want to know what he is thinking.
but too bad, i am someone that know nothing .
does he likes someone else ?
go on with someone else ?

all this keep strolling in my mind .
if i keep thinking all this , i dont think i can concentrate my studies.
hMm. seriously when i see his changes, my heart really hurts .
i told myself not to cry for him , but my tears still flow down .
for 4 mth plus , he have become someone so pleasant.
PLEASE. dont be back what you are.
or else 4mth plus of changes is wasted.

if ever you read this post , dont get the wrong idea.
i dont need you to be touch or what .
i doesnt want anything from you .
simply be back what you are when you are so adorable.

okIes . lets talk bout some other stuffs.
hMm. exam coming again !
and i am still slacking . just cant really concentrate.
i think i cant study alone .
because i cant concentrate .
so friends, i need your help ! (: hee.
hMm. i want to go sec 4 !
seriously i want !
okie whatever. ! who want to retain !
haa .

hMm. is not easy to survive in sec 3!
people say sec 3 is honey moon ! No !!
is not at all ! if we did not learn all the basic in sec 3 .
we gonna suffer in sec 4.
and when reaches to sec 3 end of yr ,
i found out that i have million of stuffs to catch up !
GOD PLEASE HELP ME ! (:

2005-09-28T20:12:00.000-07:00

hMm. somehow i feel that he have change .
hMm. maybe i think too much or what .
but to me, he is not the one i know at the beginning.
is sad to know that . and look at him change from good to bad.
or i shouldnt say bad.
just not him anymore le . :(
yes ! i am sad.

but i cant do much .
i really hope i can do something .
but i have no chance and i dont dare to do anything .
i hOpe he wont do things that he have tried to change for a long time .
i dont need him to give me any promise.
but i really do want him to be good.
thats all . i dont need anything from him .
maybe he have forgotten bout me.
but is okie .

we are just friends. i have no right to tell him to remember me .
actually till now , i still dont know why he leaves me .
the real reason . isnt that funny .
haIs. sometimes i feel that i am V useless.
simply just useless .
what can i do ??
i know what should i do . but nothing is done .
why ? i am getting tired .
i am simply just useless . :(

2005-09-22T13:21:00.000-07:00

haiS.i dont know what happen to me today .
i get pissed off easily.
issit because of him ?
haIs. hope is not. i am at a midpoint of a track .
i am not going to stop .

yapPs. i just need time .
yapPs. i need time ! (:

hMM.. haIs. i still dont feel happy leh !
haa. hMm.. what should i do to finish the track !
actually i have no idea of what should i do.
i may be strong at the outside.
but actually i am not. haIS .

okies , i am not going to talk bout this .
hMm.. later got piano lesson ! and i am sO tired !
body aching ! dont know what happen !
dont feel well nowadays ! hMm.
better not fall sick !

okies lar.. i think i go rest le ! hee .

2005-09-20T22:32:00.000-07:00

hMm.. i think i should update my blog. (:
tomorrow got band ! (: hee.
hMm.. suddenly have the urge to go !
miss my clarinet ahh .

hMm.. this few days nothing much lar.
hMm. my life can say is getting better .
hmM. but i am still sad lar. of course.
but i need time . (:

hMm. slowly i can forget everything !
i believe i can !

hMm.. i make a new good friend!
haa.. guess who ??
LAO LIANG!! lOls.
haa.. a good friend indeed!
luckily in class still have him this irritating freak !
or esle life will be bored!

hMmm. actually i have a nice life too !
friends and family care bout me !
i am happY ! (:

yesterday went out with ah lin .
cut my hair! hee .
not much different lar actually !
shoter and cut fringe only ,
hmm. the hairdresser that help me cut the previous round never work there le .
*sigh* i admit that i enjoy letting him to cut my hair.
course not really have age gap lar.
and like not all hairdresser talks alot! haa .
okies. enough! lOls

oKies lar.. i think i stop here le ! hee .

2005-09-16T20:36:00.000-07:00

hMm. today is friday !
okies . i am talking nonsense! yapPs.
1st wks of school ended!
and wkend coming le ! haa.
gOod gOod. ~

i cant wait to go out on sunday . (:
hee hee .
hMm. I think my mOod is getting better.
hOpe i wont think that much le .

suddenly i feel that i have many friends and my family that care bout me .
hmM. suddenly i feel so "man zhu" (:
hMm.. tmr i think my family gonna have steamboat for dinner.
hmM.. suddenly just feel that i have a hapPy family. haa.(:
just feel V happy .

hMm.. final exam coming .
and i am still not prepared !
i doesnt want to retain !
nO !! never !! ((:

hmMM. tmr is mooncake festival !
haa. have the urge to play candles.
i know . i am childish .
haa. but I dont care. i gonna ENJOY ! (:

hMm..thats all for today ! hee.

2005-09-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

is time to update my blog.
time pass V fast .
i gonna be in sec 4 next yr ! (:
end of year exam coming.
arrgh ! i am too lazy to study . haa.

hMm. 4 days past le .
the day since we break .
life doesnt get any better.

i still cant le you go bah .
maybe i need more time .
i still love you .
but i know no matter how much i love you ,
i still have to let you go .
even though i really dont want.
but i have no other ways.

oKies. dont talk bout this le.
hMm. today go to band ! haa.
quite fun lar. haa.
was chit chatting away ! haa .
than junrong came. haa.
he ask me go watch a rehersal and netball tornament.
haa. have fun with me.
this brighten up my days . hee .

than after band , went home le . haa. not really that fun ahh .
(:

oKies. stop here le. nothing to blog.

2005-09-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

hMm. i am back to single again .
is time for me to let go .
maybe i hold you too tight .
maybe i am the only want who want to continue.

is okies. my love for you , i want to take it away .
i dont want to feel so hurt .
yapPps. be friends.
maybe is the best way for you .
than i will be friend with you .

dont say you love me if there is no promises. !
i cant be carry on waiting when i dont even know you still want me not.
you dont even know the answer.
and i cry and cry . want to have 1 more chance.
you do nothing . hais.
i wont carry on loving you when you dont even know you still want me .

LETS BE FRIENDS . haiS.

i learning to let go .

2005-09-08T23:57:00.000-07:00

is been a long time since i have blog.
actually i dont really have the mood.
hmm. i just feel that my soul have leave my body for a few days.
my mind is blank . and i just feel tired of living.

luckily this few days i have ah lin by my side.
or else my life will be meaningless.
she help me out when i have a hard time.
i am so touch that when i feel so lonely , she is there for me.
even though she is sick , but she still wanted to accompany me.
maybe this call true friendship .
now i know that what is so important to have a true friends.
thankew ah lin . if dont have you , this few days i will be living in hell . (:

even though my heart still hurts. but i wanted to put it aside and carry on .
because i still want to continue my journey with you .
you may not read this post .
i know we have given each other alot of stress. hurts .
but my heart still with you .
i dont mind you hurt me , if you promise me not to do that again .

you are the one who makes my life full of joy .
you are the one who give my life full of hope.
please dont just take it away .
please dont hurt me again .
i felt so hurt when you do that to me.

whenever i think of all the sweetness in our relationship , tears will flow down .
i still remember the days we chat like nobody business, our crazyness just flow with laughter.
our relationship is so pure. even though there are quarrells ,
but all this make our relationship stronger.
the day we went to ESCAPE to play . the fun we have.
the hardship we have gone through. do you remember ?
the tears we shed for each other. all this is in my mind .
i will always keep it deep in my heart whether we still belong together.

i hope all this wont just gone.
HONESTLY , TRUST , LOVE , COMMUNCATION , CONCERN .

5 mths coming. you know i want our relationship to last. (:

i want you to know i just love you the way i love you the 1st time i saw you .
i have never change my heart to someone else.
my heart longs for you .
dont doubt my love. you knew it how much i love you .

2005-08-30T18:30:00.000-07:00

happy birthday my darling .

B U N N Y S

i love you VvVVvV much ! mUacks!

2005-08-24T03:18:00.000-07:00

i need more of your attention
more of your concern .
PLEASE.
dont always give your attention to your friends .
i am not angry . but i am sad.
care for me more.
dont always care for other people. but not me .
i am not jealous . but sad.
you know how much i love you .
please dont hurt me in this way .
thanks .

2005-08-21T20:08:00.000-07:00

i think i have changed.
or issit the people around me have change .
i just dont like myself .
i get irritated so easily.
i am too sensitive.
i really hate myself. really .
i want to change .
but i cant. why ? haIs.

i always scold myself.
but no use.
i really dont know what can i do . haIs.

i am not the donna who love herself V much .
I HAVE CHANGED!

2005-08-20T19:21:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i blog. haa.
hMmm. actually dont have much thing to blog about .
but there is one topic that i find is too HOT in singapore.
haa. everywhere i go , everyone is talking about SUPERSTAR.

JUNYANG out le . why ?
hMm.. sadding . i thought he will go into the final .
but too bad. kelvin took the place.
hmM. sometimes i wondering how singaporean judge a talented person
i just dont understand .

junyang is talented . seriously , i find that he should be the superstar.
but result turn to be the other way around . dont understand .
hMmm. anyway , over is over le bah .

hais. COMMON TEST coming.
stress ? abit lar. haa . there's a reason behind. hee.
gonna work hard for it.
hope you appreciate. hee .

ohh ya . there is a movie call THE MAID.
the show sure VERY nice de.
me and my hubby say le.
if we never watch we go die . haa .
of course it fake de lar. but we MUST watch it.
but is after COMMON TEST for sure.

okies . i think i should blog till here.

2005-08-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

i am so tired. yawn .
yesterday night sleep late .
want to sleep early tOnite. but i wannt to talk to him . hee .
hMm.. nothing mUch happen in school except in CHEM LAB! haa
we were doing expriment. and the guYs in your class is like playing
water ! haa . HEYGROWUP! lOls .
ohH. i also like that ! i also got play !lOls. no choice.
WEAREKIDS! ((:
after that went for band .
we gonna perform on national day ! wonder how will be like .
we are like chionging nOhs .
practice hard. BUT I AM TOO LAZY ! haa .

oHh ya . we gonna have outdoor SYF! haa . lOoking forward.
haa . confirm V fun . gonna combine with NCC;NPCC;GIRLGUIDE.
hOpe everything gonna be alright! ((:
tOday band end sO late!! haa .
but i have fun larh ! lOls.
not that SIAN ! hee ! (:

i miss my hubBy lots ! haa .
wonder what he is doing nOhs . ):
even though i can see him everyday .
but haa. normal marh .
still miss him ! hee .

hMm.. oKie larh . thats all for today ! ((:

2005-07-29T14:34:00.000-07:00

okies. i think i should start blogging le .
haa . quite some days never blog le ahh .
hmm. just come back from school .
later gonna go piano lesson .
i am tired. ):
but i still have to drag my feet there.
hmm. sometimes i wonder why people change so fast .
of cause is change to bad.
or someone done something wrong , they say they wanted to change .
but they only chnage for afew weeks .
then after that they change to the original them .

i feel that if you really want to change ,
then put your heart and soul to change .
not like promise le , then break it.
whats the point .
everything change in a sudden .
i just cant adapt those weird attitude.
how i wish everyone in the world will be so perfect .
no misunderstanding, no quarrels , no fighting .
wont it be good ?
yaPps. i know this is impossible.

God make us like this .
but everyone can change better. include me.
i have been telling myself that my attitude should change .
but i know is not easy .
but we have to do so after all .

i really scared that one day i just cannot take it .
my close one change to worst .
my close one says want to change but never.
all this cant predict lar.
dont break promise will be the best bah. (:

2005-07-25T15:26:00.000-07:00

darling , this song suit you most . haa . this song is meant for you de. ((:

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love youI love you,
just that wayto hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love youwhen nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what

hide your eyes'
cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh!
no matter what

2005-07-23T16:26:00.000-07:00

arrgh ! very sIans. gonna rot at home le .
saturday is a day that everyone should be out of house.
but , i am at home. haa .
why ?? studying . haa . but i rest for awhile larh . haa .
V sIans. arrgh ! hMmm.
past few days , nothing much happened larh . haa .
school days marh . haa .
very sIans ahh . everyday is STUDYSTUDYSTUDY!!
how i wish that we doesnt have to study .
but we still have jobs nahs . haa.
V good right ? (:

but too bad . singaporean love MONEY lots.
include me larh. haa. thats why everyone is running after money .
imagine goverment always print money for us . haa .
when we doesnt have money , we can ask from them . haa .
wakaakkas (: confirm V fun de. lOls.
like that you will not see begger along the street .
those auntie selling tissue when they have to compose a song for their job .
those uncle singing those oldies song to earn money .
all this can be solve when the governement print money for us . haa.
agree ? ((:

haa. i think i crap too much le. haa.
hmMm.. sIans..
i dont want to stay at home . haa !

my mood now is .....
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dgdshgjsnhvgksdngs
dgjwhgehgernvrebv
jwgwhduigrnhkbgefkbhieofb
dgivhibgheruibherinje

guess i am too bored. haa .
hMmm.. i miss him lots.
hais. never spoken to him since this morning .
thought he will give me a call when he go out .
but he never. ):

haIs. dont know nOhs. .sIans.

arrgh !! think i stop here le ..

2005-07-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

wee~ lets talk about yesterday ! haa.
have a great time with my darling . (:
hMmm. firstly meet him , fauzi , sokfong , shafiq , jacqueline and iskandar. ?
haa . i dont know how to spell his name . haa.
go buy tickets for a concert . darling's want de. haa . not for me . haa.
hmMm. then after that slack here n there.

after that went to bUgis. haa.
when to seven eleven . wakaka.
i spike hIm ahh ! wakka ! hapPy happy ! lOls.
hMm.. then when to hOsipital to visit dar's cousin .
with hIs family ! wakakas .
anyway have a nice time with them even though i am very shy ! haa.
all HIS fault! haa.

hmm . have dinner with his family. haa.
nice dinner. hee. thank you ! (:
then after that they send me home. hee.
so nice of his father and mum . hee.

after that went home le lorhs . haa.
as usual , talk on phone with him . haa.
oKies. larh . nothing to blog about le. take care all ! (:

2005-07-16T21:42:00.000-07:00

today went out with april ; niece , peilin , joy and junrong.
haa. not consider go out larh. cos is with the whole band marh .
go see a concert . haa. and is super bored.
so we took a walk . at habourfront.
as the concert is also at there larh.
consider in the shopping mall larh. haa !
when we reach there. we were super hungry . haa.
so we go buy mac and it. haa. not really that full .
cos is just burger. haa. no fries. no drinks. haa.
the drink we drink from junrong de! haa. thank you ahh . haa.
junrong lead us when we were in the mall . haa.
cos he go until dont wanna go le. thats why . haa.

we like slack in the mall like bout 2 hrs ?
something like that nahs . haa .
can say bored and fun nahs. haa.
after the concert , me and peilin went to find eugenia and audrey .
cause we wanna cut hair. haa.
the april and joy went to PS .
then junrong go his ah ma house. haa.
not in good mood when in the train .
but after that i am okie le larh.
dont wanna bother about it.

then we went to STORM .
haa. waiting for our turn ahh .
haa. peilin and eugenia cut 1st .
cause they cut fringe only .
after that is audrey. so i am the last one . haa.
hmmm. finally my turn ! haa.
the my hair stylist name gary . haa.
kinda funny . lols.
actually feel very weird. haa.
cos like i am not use to a guy to a young guy to cut for me.
haa. paiseh ahh .
haa. but anyway have a nice chat with him. haa.
we crap all the way . and the salon is full of our voice.
haa. this is what eugenia and audrey say de larh. haa,
his skill not bad larh. haa.

so if anyone wanna cut hair can go find him. haa.
after that cut hao le , waiting for audrey to cut finish .
than of cause , we go pay up .
then peilin go 1st go meet her boyfriend of cause.
after that went walk walk with audrey and eugenia , and then go home le .
haa. quite fun larh. long time never go out with they all le marh .! hee.

okies larh. i stop here le ! hee. (:

2005-07-15T21:04:00.000-07:00

weee~ today went darling's hse. haa.
choose malay's costume. (:
hmm. i went to his house. at around 12+ reaching 1 nahs.
then someone left me at his house.
because he have to go to prayer. haa.
and i stayed at his house with his mum. haa.
thank God. everything goes on well .haa. i scared ahh .
lols. i jus feel very weird. lols.
simply i can say i am shy ahh . haa. because i never went to my boyfriend's hse before.
haa. so this is quite normal. haa.

when he went for prayer , i am watching shutter. haa.
my mind was thinking , when he is coming back . haa.
because without his presense i feel weird ahh . (:
and i am staying at his house without him, of cause shy larhs . !
hmmm. his family is so cute. haa. FRIENDLY thats what i can say ahh . (:
hee. they are funny even though i dont _stand what they are toking about.
haa. but heard their laughters , i feel that they are a happy family ahh . (: hee

hmmm. okies lets continue . dar went home le . finally i waited for sO long, he is back ..
haa. hMmm.. then continue watching the SHUTTER.
after that , i go choose the costume. haa .
i am like haveing a fashion show ahh . haa.
that stupid bunny laugh at all the clothes i wear. arrgh !
smack his ass. lols. but quite fun ahh .
his mum n sister assist me . haa.
finally i have something i like , and they think it suit me most . haa . (:
nice nice~ haa .

but hope that eugenia , peilin , audrey , meiyee, eunice and zhiling will wear lorhs .
or else i like very extra leh . haa . only i wear. very weird lorhs .
HOR ? you all wear larh. kKies? (:

hmm. ohH ya. tomorrow i am going for a concert. haa.
and is early in the morning.
i just have the urge to go larh . haa.
i wanna see what the concert about. haa.
at least have the exprience larh ! (: hMm

common test coming le . few days ago then i know !
i am in the dark ! haa. but i think i gonna chiong le.
i am not going to SLACK le !
but hor, i confirm slack le ! haa.
think this time wont le larh. better not.

hmmm. okie larh. thats all ! (:

2005-07-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

haa! tOday went tO band . (:
FUNFUNFUN~
hMmm. tOday mr jais finally cOme le ! lOls.
i mIss hIm LOTS!
hee. oHh ya . tOmOrrow gOing excUrsion . haa. !
hapPy hapPy . gO with bandits. haa. !
hMmm. dO yOu knOw that what is bandits stand fOr? lOls.
if i nOt wrOng is like bad peOple. haa. !
yapPs. yapPs. ! we are bad. (:

haa ! oKies. tOday stay back fOr maths again ~ arrgh .
bUnny was sO pissed off. haa ! me tOo me tOo.
lOls. but at least i finish doing my maths homewOrk .
i am sO tired. YAWNYAWN.
I mIss my bUnny very mUch ~ haas.
oKies nahs. i stOp here le !
lOts of lOve ~

2005-07-12T16:06:00.000-07:00

BAD MOOD . :(

2005-07-11T16:21:00.000-07:00

wee~ 3rd mOnth le . ((:
HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
haas. hapPy haPpy !
even thOugh many thIngs happen between us ,
everything is oVer. hee!
i still treasUre hIm lOts !
bUnny hUbby , HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY !
haas. even thOugh i have tell yOu alot of times le ! ((:
i lOve yOu LOTS!

110405 .

2005-07-08T14:01:00.000-07:00

haIs. . my mOod tOally sUcks.
my attitUde sUcks .
my character sUcks .
my lIfe sUcks .
my everything sUcks .

i have attitUde prOblem .
i have fUcking character .
i am a fUcker.
i am a lOusy friend .
i am the wOrst stead.

i simply hate myself .

2005-07-07T15:27:00.000-07:00

haas. we are the bUnny family ! lOls. sOunded stUpid . lOls. hMmm. aCtually dOnt really have anithing tO blOg abOut. haas.. cOunting dOwn . lOls. 4 MORE DAYS!! haas. getting very excited ahh . lOls. yaPps. yapPs. of cOs. lOls. mY 3rd mth with hIm ! hees ! bOring bOring . wan bUnny is sleeping . haas. and i mIss him lOts . haas. even thOugh we are in the same class and we see each other almOst everyday! haas. but i still mIss hIm lOts ! haas. hUmans are like that ahh . tOday's weather is sUper HOT! i cannOt stand it ! arrgh! irritating. lOls. oHh ya . tOmOrrow gOt PE again ! sO fast PE again . time pass very fast ahh . hMmm. i gOnna gO sec 4 next yr ! haas. from the small lOwer sec tO a upper sec. haas. time can fly. haas. i mIss the past . haas. when i was in sec 1 and 2. hees ! tOp NA. even thOugh we are more qUiet . but at least we can bring each other laUghter. haas.. thIs yr my class , ehh . not bad larhs . haas. first time i step in the class , i hate it oKies. hOw i wish i can be out of the class. nOw oKie le larhs . haas. nOt as rebelious as last time le ! my class the attitude getting better. but as usual larhs . still nOisy . haas. but fUn larhs . lOls. why ? with my bUnny arOund marhs ! loLs. he is tOo NOISY ! haas. thats why my class will have sO mUch laughter. haas. fun is fUn larhs . but dO hope that all of us will study hard nOhs . i thInk all of us have nO mOod tO stUdy ! haas. i am still thinking bout HOLIDAY ! haas. i mIss hOliday ! lOls. i want tO gO shoPping! but i am brOke. i want $$ . haas. hMmm . oKies nahs . i thInk i stOp here le ! ((:
4 days left !

2005-07-05T15:35:00.000-07:00

i have the mOod to blog ! haas. sO mUst fast fast blog ahh ! haas. hMmMm . one wOrd to describe nOw de mOod. haas. bOred ! lOls. hMmm. aCtUally dont really have mOod to blog. jUst that i am toO bOred. ! yapPs. tOo bOred! hMmm. i mIss my sayang. :(( my thIs photO my hair like sO messy ! haas. but never mInd larhs . i pUt thIs up becaUse my dar lOok nIce . haas. ((: oHh ya . hees . 3 mths cOming le ! haas. time passes very fast . real fast . hMmm. sO many memories. hees . especially the jUne hOlidays . hees. memorable ! i jUst simply lOves yOu lOts lOts . oKies.. hmM. wOndering what will happen tOmOrrow. very bOred. tOmorrow will have maths lessOn ! i gOnna be dead! hMm. ya. went out with my darling on sUnday . went tO watch war of the wOrd. haas. nice mOvie when he is arOund. haas. nOlarhs . tHe shOw really very nIce. ! haas. wOrth watching ahh ! ((: hees . on that day my dar is like crazy mad gUy . haas. but i still like it. hee hee. hMm.he is tOo CUTE tO be describe ! haas ! he is the best dar i ever have! hees ! he cOnfirm never read tHis part de! haas. becaUse he wOnt read till here as he is tOo lazy ! haas ! :X hees. oKies nahs . i stOp here le . dOnt knOw what tO blog abOut. jUst kInda bOring ! hees ! ((:

2005-07-02T21:18:00.000-07:00

haas. have the uRge tO blOg. haas. but i am still crackIng my braIn to thInk what shOuld i blog abOut . haas. aCtually tOday nOt mUch thing happen larhs ! haas. kInda boring ! lOls. becaUse i stay at hOme for the whOle day !revIsing my wOrk ! ((: sOunded like gOod girl ! but heY ! i am a gOod girl! lOls. jUst that yOu all dOnt knOw hOrr! ((: hMmm. tOday wake up at 8 + becaUse i went to the tOilet tO da bIan / pass mOtion ! haas. stOmach paIn ! lOls. then after that went back to sleep again ! but i cant sleep becaUse the paIn is still there. but after awhile i very tired i fall asleep again ! lOls. then sOmeone wake me up ! haas. nOne other then my dar. haas. ard 11 + haas. then i fall back asleep once i put dOwn the phOne with hIm. haas. ard 12 den i wake up ! haas. i am a pig ! haas ! nOno ! RABbIT. bUt is lazy de nahs ! haas ! ((: i wOndering whY i am sO lazy ! haas . but everyone also like that marhs ! hOr ? haas. oHh ya .. i mIss band praCtice sO mUch ! haas ! tOo bad. dOnt knOw when den resUme . arrgh ! hMmm. i mIss mr jaIs tOo. haas. i am bored !! nOthing tO dO. waiting fOr my darling the phOne ! i mIss hIm very very mUch !! haas. tOmOrrOw can meet hIm le ! yea yea ! ((: oKies nahs ! i thInk i stOp here le ! take care all ! lOads of lOve !

2005-07-01T20:06:00.000-07:00

i am tIred ! haas. very sleepy. haas.
hMmm.. tOday cOnsIder qUite fUn nahs ! ((:
hMmm.. have P.E tOday . haas.

all my frIends knOw i hate P.E ! haas .
lOls. i hate tO rUn !! haas ! i really hate it ! lOls.
hmmM. bUt tOday nOt bad larhs ! haas ! lOls.
we played badmintOn. haas. nOt bad ! ((:

lOls. hmMm.. i failed my nafa test! wakakas !
i fail 3 station ! lOls.
shUtter rUn ; standing bOard jUmp ; 2.4 !
haas.

i gOnna have training on tUesday ! haas.
i mUst pass ! ((: lOls. .
i cOnfirm can de nahs ! horr ? hees .

hMmm.. went jamming with my dar. ! haas.
oKies nahs . i admit. lOls.
he have a beaUtifUl vOice ! haas ! ((:
lOls. hees . fInally praised hIm ! ((:

hmMm.. talented ahh ! lOls.

hees . hMmm. everything gO well ! lOls. lOve tOday ! hees !
oKies. thats all ! ((: lOads of lOve. !

2005-06-30T17:23:00.000-07:00

ahem ! gOnna blOg agaIn !
hMmm. qUite sOme tIme never blOg le bahs ! 2-3 days ?
nOt sUre nahs !

tHis few days many thIngs have happen !
yapPs. i am sad . many of yOu were askIng.
sOrry if i never say !
bUt i am fIne nOw . dOnt wOrry ! ((:

hMmmm. tOday gO pOpUlar wIth my dar. haas.
bOught maths ten-yrs-series ! haas .
dOnt knOw hOw lOng liaO !
nOw then i bUy !

haas. i am always like that !
LAZYLAZYLAZY !

I knOw i am a pIg !
bUt nOw i am nOt!
i am angel rabBit ! ((:

wOnder whY ?
haas! becaUse i gOt raBbit teeth ! haas.
nOt that obviOus! ((:
lOls.

heYs people ! have rabbit teeth very unique de oKie!
yOu see larhs ! yOu all want alsO cannOt! haas
sO i am prOud of my teeth ! ((:

hMmmm. yesterday gOt band ! haas.
FUNFUNFUN !
bUt i thrOw my temper on sOme of my jUniOrs !
oPps. sOrry !
they naUghty marhs ! haas !

hMmmm. band withOut cHee sIm n brOther
will b damn bOred! haas. thank God they are there !
haas.

dO stUpid thIngs with brOther .lOls.
yOu knOw what we dO !
haas ! we FIGHTFIGHTFIGHT!
lOls ! can ask peilin fOr mOre infO ! lOls !
she saw everythIng ! lOls ((:

hMmmm. oKies. leTs tOk sOme seriOus matter.
hMm. sOmetimes i wOndering am i that petty ?
my attitUde suCks ? i have hIgh jealoUsy ?

yapPs. i agree i have all that !
bUt hMmm. thats me !
i am changing!hOpe tIme will be gIven !

i hOpe everythIng will be same as last time !
i dOnt want tO quarrel
i dOnt want tO hUrt eaCh other.
i dOnt want tO say thIngs that pissed eaCh other off .
can we stOp all that ? ((: cOnfirm can de larhs ! hOr darling ! ((:

i knOw that sOmetimes i say thIngs that hUrts yOu . sOrry kKies. ?
yOu knOw i nOt pUrpOsely marhs !
hees .

hMmm. jUst wanna tell yOu that i lOve yOu very mUch !
are yOu ? ((: darlIng unCle! if yOu read thIs pOst !
PLEASE! at least tag sOmethIng! i am lOoking fOrward fOr yOur tag! ((:
lOves yOu ! ((: ohh ya ! yOu will never be replaCed ! mUacks ! hee!

oKies .. leTs tOk other stUffs! haas. i get abit mUshy! i shy le ! wakkas ! (:
oHH ya !! haas ! i patCh with ah kaI le ! wakkas ! ((:
dOnt get the wrOng idea ! haas ! bUt ex girlfriend! ((:
i still lOve mY dar alOt. hees .

hMmmm . HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY !
hMmm.. oKIes larhs .! nOt really that happy . haas.
hmmM. i fOund oUt sOmething that tHis few days i am very easily get angry !
or i can say piss off! hMm. i alsO dOnt knOw why .
sOrry people if i got give you all attitude!

yapPs. tO peilin , eUgenia , audrey , eUnice, meiyee n zhiling .
if i gOt give yOu all attitUde , sOrry . yOu all knOw ahh . i bad mOod thIs few days !
hees ! ah larhs ! i knOw yOu all sUre fOrgive de! ((: my dar alsO ! hees . sOrry ahh !

hMmmm. i am bOred nOw ! haas. dOnt knOw what tO blOg about lehs !
hMmm. schOol days really very boring ! haIs !!
i dOnt want to wait uP early in the mOrning !
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!
help me!! haas. drOp dead*

haas. oKIes larhs ! i stOp here le ! take care all !
lOads of lOve!

2005-06-28T00:10:00.000-07:00

haas.. gOnna blOg at this hOur. becaUse unCle gO sleep liaO. haas. i still cant sleep . lOls. hmMmM..schoOl start le . arrgh ! even thOugh i mIss schOol but i mIss my hOlidays tOo. haas. the time i gO out . haas.. sleep late late. nO hOmewOrk ! haas. i mIss all thIs .. haas. but tOo bad. die die also mUst gO schoOl . :(( hmMm. yesterday went to buy schOol shOes . haas. sOmething stUpid happen ! lOls. i tOok the wrOng shOes . haas!! my unCle tOok mine n i tOok hIs. haas. like very stUpid. lOls. but i find it very sweet . haas. then he have to cOme all the way to get back the shOes. haas. sOrriew * all my faUlt ! hees hees ! he wOnt blame me de nahs . hOrs ? ((: hMmmmm .tOday i am like half
dead?! haas. i am tIred. lOls. i jUst feel like sleeping in schOol . haas. hMmm. espeCially in maths lessOn . arrgh ! we have to stay back again ! i hate tHis type of life!! arrgh ! hmMm.. i caNt sleep nOw. becaUse i slept in the afternOon . haas. hmMm.. i sUddenly nO moOd. hmMm.. i feel that i am ....... bOut a matter . haIs. i fInd it very stUpid tO thInk of that way . but all girls are like that de marhs ! hMmm. i oSo dUnnoe larhs . i dOnt wanna thInk that mUch le . hMmm.. oKies nahs . thInk i gOnna stOp here le ! lOads of lOve. ((:

2005-06-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

haas.. yesterday went fOr band praCtice. even thOugh my whOle bOdy achIng ! haas. bUt very fUn . hees !
praCtice like crazy ! lOls. haas.. gOt a new pIece .
the challenge of the sky and heaven . i thInk the title is like tHis . haas. fOrget le . haas. wanna thank brOther ! lOls. he help me alOt. haas. ! he help me alOt bY dOing alOt of stUpid stUffs to help oUt on my plaYing. haas. gOod brOther ! haas. hmMmm. after band , went to ah lin's hse to praCtice. haas. we like siao de! lOls. keep wanna praCtice. lOls. tHis pieCe very nIce.haas. then we gO bUy sOme tibiTs tO eat . haas.. eat until wanna dIe. haas. hMmmm. then after that praCtIce again ! haas.. rest at ah lin's hse! haas. sO nIcee! haas. yapPs.. ah lin say i like a pIg. haas. i anywhere also can sleep ! haas.. ((: hMmm. then after that i nOt feeling well then i gO hOme le ! haas.! tIred. tHis pIc we tOok in the bUs de! haas!! nIcee nicee! ((: lOls.. hMmmm. tOdae never gO out wIth ah lin they all . :(( sOrry hOr. next sat kKies ? i gOt nO $$ ahh .. haas.. i knOw yOu all mIss me larhs ! hees ! ((: i knOw i knOw! ((: hees . hMmm.. yapPs yapPs.. i mIss them very mUch ! haas.. mOnday sChoOl reOpen le ! haas!! gOod gOod~ haas. hMmmm. oHh ya . i am wOndering what shOuld i bring fOr the 1st day ! haas.. i better be neat ! lOls. ! ((: hMmmmm. lOts of hOmewOrk waiting fOr me .! haas.. the nOisy class is waiting fOr me to deal with ! haas.. i gOnna gO crazy le ! haas. but at least i can c my unCle larhs ! ((: hmMmm. i mIss hIm. never see hIm fOr 2 days already miss hIm like hell . hees. tOmOrrow gOnna meet ! haas.. lOoking fOrward ! ((: oKies nahs . i stOp here le ! ((: lOts of lOve!~

2005-06-23T22:45:00.000-07:00

weeeee~ hees
i lOve tOday i lOve tOday. ! ((:
hees ! becaUse i went esCape with my unCle
, eUgenia n chee yUan!
FUN FUN FUN!! ((:

haas. i am hapPy. very very hapPy !
haas.. esCape gt new stUffs!
haas.. like haUnted , flipper n thats all bahs .
cant remember ! haas.

hMmmm. haas.. played gO kart indivisual .
haas. at firSt scared scared. haas.
then after that ! haas haas! ((:
hMmm. that play dOuble de! haas..
cHee yuan tong bang [ cOrrect spelling ? ]
eUgenia .
then unCle tong bang me. haas.
fUn ~

we still gt play lOts of stUffs. haas. hmMmm.
mOstly all we tried. haas!
haUnted fUn !!
i am scared!! haas.
lOls.. bUt i lOve it. ((:

played viking tOo. haas..
i want to vOmit sia ! haas
unCle also ! haas .
only eUgenia n chee yUan like nothing happen .haas

played inverter tOo. haas..
scaRy !! lOls..
make me wanna vOmit! haas
haas.. fUn fUn !

hMmmm.. than played wet n wild twIce. haas.
fUn. even thOugh i am wet !! haas. lOls.

i jUst lOve tOday ! haas..
oKies larhs ! stOp here le!
lOads of lOve! ((:

2005-06-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

arrgh !!! i am not in a good mood!! arrgh !!!
why why why why why why ????

yapPs. i know!! i know what's my position .

wadever!!! haIs!!!

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i am upset !! thats all !!

2005-06-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

haas. haas! fInally meet my unCle le.
haas. AND the mOst MEMoRABLE things in my life
is i waited for him abOut 1 hOur!!

arrGh ! but i fOrgive hIm le larhs .
aCtually nOt really hIs faUlt nahs . hees .
hMmm.. meet hIm at arOund 5. kInda late.

then gO bUgis street awHile.
oHh ya .. we still went beach rOad.
bOught hIs stUffs then went baCk bUgis to eat ! haas.

one wOrd to describe , FULL!
haas. hMmMm. then went bUgis jUnCtion walK walK nOhs .
we lOok like idIot. lOls.

after wait fer bUs. haas.
we went tO a bUs stOp that dOesnt have bUs 2! haas.
i still thOught gOt ! lOls. haas.
sO paiseh ! lOls.

then me and dat OLD unCle rUn to catch the bUs 2 . haas.
we are like idIot. haas!
he is a fast rUnner. haas! ((:
haas. fUnny sia . lOls.

i jUs lOve tOday even thOugh i have to wait for the OLD unCle. =X
hees hees !

hMmmm. wednesday gOt band. yea ! hees !
lOoking fOrward. ((:
haas..

that Old unCle give me the amityville hOrrOr VCD . yea! haas.
wednesday then gO eUgenia's hOuse to watch ! ((:
thank yOu dar. hees.

oKies larhs . i stOp here le !
lOads of lOve..((:

2005-06-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

haas. i have the urge to blOg. ((:
hMmmm. sUddenly my mInd came oUt sOme fleshes.
hmm. few mths agO, bandtis are bUsy with SYF.

time pass very very fast . and is real fast .
hMmmm. sad mOment will nOt really stay in our mind.
but my heart still felt sOur when i thoUght of hOw we spent our time praCtice lyke crazy .
hmmm. all tHis past very fast.

hmmm. sOme times i wOnder dO any of the bandits remember
what we get fer SYF . thOse pple who cried.
i wOnder hOw many pple wanna cOntinue tO praCtice hard fOr SYF2007`

is nOt after crying then thats the end. hOpe all the seniOrs will nOt
slaCk anymOre.

hmm. sUddenly thought of the night befOre the SYF.
hMmmm. dUring that time , one wOrd to describe.
cant sleep . excited tOo.

hmm. dOesnt any bandits mIss thOse days.
i am wOndering . yapPs. i skip band praCtice before .
i regret for my aCtion .

hmmM. i jUs sUddenly mIss band alOt.
hOw we spent our time tOgether.
we have to dress in full UnifOrm .
sit outside the carpark .
the weather sUxs.

all tHis , to me is very memorable. ((:
the $1 dOllar foOd we ate dUring the band camp .
haas. i have nothing to say .
even thOugh the fOod dOes nOt taste goOd.
but onCe i thInk abOut that , everything tUrn oUt to be sO nIce.

i mIss sleeping in the hall . especially in the mIddle of the hall .
watch drUmline . yaPps. i am mOtivate by the mOvie.
and i never forget what the shOw is abOut. ((:

all tHis is sO memorable .
the time we have sectional .
praCtice ? nOpPs. we are busy talKing.
hOw many times we make the instRuctors angry .
chase many away . all this is part of our life in bdsband.

the time mr Jais make stUpid jOkes.
the time he scOlded us .
the time he was so pIssed off.
the time he nag and still nag.
i jUst mIss thOse days .

the senIors gOnna step dOwn .
oKies. i really hate to see chee sIm n brOther gOo.
even thOugh sOmetimes i jUst dOnt like the way they handle
things. bUt i do appreciate what they have given to us . ((:
thank you chee sIm n brOther yea ? ((:

yapPs. jUst read peilin's blOg.
hmMmm.
sOme memories flesh through my mind.

the time we meet each other.
the time we tOok cab .
the time we rUsh to schOol for band practice .
the time we drag our feet to school for band praCtice

all this is so memorable. ((:

the time we keep asking for breaks .
tOok our own sweet time even though we are late .
sit tOgether and chat .

all this cant go on when our senior is nOt arOund .
i mIss them badly.

heard blue ridge saga the piece we played dUring SYF .
hOw i wish we can play tOgether once again .

the time we are anxiOus of how we played while we came out from
SCH.
all this cant describe.
the tears we cried .
the sadness we felt.
the unity we have.
the jOy we have.
the nOise we have .
the dOnt care attitude we have .

times when we having drill cOmpetition .
the few days training. so memorable .
that momemt we heard that we get 1st .
nth can describe hOw we feel.

all this is so memorable. ((:

i jUst lOve my band. hees.
bdsband ; in mUsic , we believe. ((:

2005-06-18T13:40:00.000-07:00

haas. wake up at 12pm . lOls..
i am tired! lOls.
i slept at at 4plUs. arrgh ! lOls.

haas.. bUt i have a nIce time wIth my darling.
haas. ((:

hMmMmm. aCtUally yesterday qUarrel wIth hIm .
then is like i am very pissed off.
but everything is alright le . ((:

hmmMm. sOme times i feel that in a relatiOnshIp
shOuld have sOme quarrel ,but is nOt always larhs ! haas.
hmMm.. after yesterday , hOpe that our lOve will grOw
even strOnger yea? <-- darling .

i mIss mY darling . ((:
hMMmm.. wOndering what he is dOing?

oHhh ya. schOol gOnna start on 27th of jUne rty ?
whO knOw tell me yea ? haas. i am blUr. ((:
hees .

oKies.. thInk i stop here le . haas.
lOads of lOve. ((:

2005-06-17T15:50:00.000-07:00

haas. sUddenly have the Urge tO blOg. haas.
hMmm .ohH ya . mY darling ah lIn create a
blOg again ~ haas. gO take a lOok peeps! =D

hmMm.. i am bOred! haIs.
later have tO gO pianO lessOn .
tIred. yapPs. i am lazy again . haas.

hmmMm.. frOm tOday onwaRds i wanna type prOper english.
haas. fInd it very stUpid tO type in shOrt fOrm .
later affect my english ! haas.

fInd it very difficult to type in prOper fOrm .
lOls. because i am nOt use to it. haas.
haas.. i feel like sleeping. haas.
yapPs yapPs. i am lazy . i knOw it. lOls.

hmMm.. I mIss my UNCLE. haas.
wOnder whO issit? haas.
yapPs. is my darling. haas.
he calls me aUntie.-_-" haas. i am like whatever. haas.
sOunded so old oKies. haas. bUt is sweet . haas. =D

hmMm.. sUddenly i mIss all my classmates. haas.
weird ; haas. hmMm.. usually i dont even wanna c them . haas.
becaUse they are very nOisy whIch i cant stand it .
haas.

hMmm.. sometimes i find they are real cUte. haas.
bUt nOt always ahh . haas.
i mIss the nOise. haas.
i mIss thOse time they distUrb teachers.
the time i have to shOut like mad women to make them line up.
haas. yapPs.. is fUn but i dont like to shOut okIes. haas.

ohH ya. if any bandits saw thIs pOst ,
nOte dat band will resUme on 22th of jUne and repOrting time is
7.45am . =DD yea! gOnna have band praCtice. hees .

hMmm . sUddenly i mIss hmwk ! haas.
oHh.. what the shit i am missing. haas.
hmMm. lOng time never do hmwk le . haas.

hMmmm . aCtually there is alOt of goOd pOints if we are in school.
like ; can see our friends ; stUdy ; disturb teachers ; spent time with friends ;
waste our time on school days .

hMMm.. dOnt you feel that the time we spent pass very fast ?
haas. mOst of us in schOol days , we are lOoking fOrward fer recess tym .
why ? haas. because is the time we can talk nOn stOp. haas. =D

right ? haas.
yapPs. yapPs. i miss schOOl daes. haas.
10 days later i will be sitting in the hall reading bOoks!! haas.
lOoking fOrward. haas.

usually the 1st day of schoOl , i will be in goOd attire . haas .
very neat . haas. but usually i also very neat de larhs . haas.
you all also larhs ! haas.

yapPs yapPs. i miss AUDREY !! i never see her for ages .! and i really miss her.
haas. i think since hOliday start i never see her ? or got see her 1 time ? ahh
i dOnt know . haas. but i do miss her. haas.

hmMm.. ohh ya . i am wOndering what will we do on wed
fOr band praCtice. haas.
nO GAMES PLEASE!
haas. praCtice ! i jUs want praCtice.
i hOpe sOmeone will gO fOr band .
sOmeone that was devOted to band but after that dOesnt wish to attend band praCtice.
PLEASE dOnt disapPoint me. becaUse we use to think of bringing up our
sectIon . hOpe yOu know what you are dOing. ((:

oKies. i gOnna stOp here le . seems like tHis pOst very lOng. haas.

oHH ya ! my unCle HUG THE TREE when he was away for the four day .
he told me to pOst about this. haas!! imagine he hUg the tree!! wakakaks!

lOads of lOve. =DD

2005-06-16T15:15:00.000-07:00

hMmmm. haven been blOgging fer sUm tym le .
scH gOnna start again .
have to wake up earlie!
dO lOts of hmwk !

even thOught i mIss sCh , bUt i dOesnt
want to wake up sO earlie .
; i knOe i am lazie. haas.

haAs. hU lOves tO do hmwK tOo. rty?
have tO face the teacher fer lyke half of the dae.
sO tiring .

tym table gOnna change agaIn .
better have a gd tym table .
dUn eva have maths perIod at the last perIod.
i will faint!

hmwK , i still haben fInish . i gOnna b dead! haas.
esp maths!
i haben even bUy my 10 yr series.
hOw wOuld i cOmplete mY hmwk .
yapPs yapPs. i am jUs lazie .=D

hMmM.. ohH. ya! band gOnna start next sat .
haas.. i am sO happie ! lOls.
gOnna start praCticing le . =D
hOpe the jUniOr wUn b lyke us .
haas.. one wOrd to decribe us .
*lazie* haas.

hMmmm. i mIss perfOrming on stage . haas.
as in perfOrm wib my fellow bandits. haas.
i mIss them lOads. lOls. even thOugh i saw sUm on them yesterdae. lOls.

oHh.. ya. yesterdae went drUmming festival .
hMmmm. aCtuallie ish nOt bad larhs . qUite fUn.
butt ish tiring . i cannOt take it.
aCtuallie habe tO gO tOdae.
butt i nOt feeling well dUe to sUm prObs . haaas. =D

oUr instrUctOr ish sO handsOme .
haas. talented tOo. yea ? haas.
thOse bandits nvber gO uU wasted ahh . haas..

oHh ya.. i habe a great tym wib april ; niece
jOy n kewei ! haas. =D
haas.. esp kewei . lOls.
brOught lOads of laUghter fer miie . haas..
her aCtiOn ish tOo fUnnie to describe . haas . =DD

the drUmming finish at 4+ .
den my darling cUm meet miie . =DD
send miie hMe. hees. hapPie hapPie. =D
sO sweet of hIm ahh .
darling ; onCe uU read my pOst
i knOe uU will b hapPie till mad. =DD

oHh ya . i mIss the 3 of them !!
haas.. tHink uU all knoe hU i am tOking nahs . lOls ..
of cOs ish eUgenia , ah lin n aUdrey nahs . haas.=DD

oKies nahs . i blOg till here le .
take kaare all .

lOads of lOve. =D

2005-06-13T13:40:00.000-07:00

wahahas. =D
he cUming baCk tOdae.. yea !! lOls..
i am sO hapPie. lOls.. =DD

hMMm..
went out wIb eUgenIa n ah lIn .
aUdreY nahs .. dUnnnOe wanna gO nOt..
hmPhh ~ lOls..

as uSual , meet in TM 1st. haas.
cOs miie n ah lIn wanna bUy sUmthing . haas..
bUt in the end onlie i bOught sUmthing..

hMmm . den eUgenia gO cutt her fringe ! haas .
den 3 of us went tO east zOne arcadd [ cOrrect spelling ? ]
haas.. wadeva ! lOls.. _stand can le ! lOls..
hmMm . we went to plae daytOna [ haas.. dUnnoe hOw to spell ]

played 2 rOunds. haas.. nIce game ..
been a lOng tym since i played! haas..

ohh ya .. saw my 2 cOusin . haas..
lOls. =DD

hMm.. den we prOceed to PP. lOls..
ish been a lOng tym sInce i went there. haas..
we gO ebase. haas.. gt 50% OFFER!!!
bUtt nOn of us bOught at things there. haas..

hMmm.. den we hUngry le nOhs..
gO eat . as usual , miie n ah lin will eat carrOt cake.
den eUgenia will eat claypOt stUffs. haas.. AS USUAL !

haas.. den after dat we went tO east cOast . haas..
dUnnoe dO wad.. lOls.. walk walk bahs .. weather nOt dat bad nahs .
haas.. den sit sit awhile den gO off le .
cOs ah lin gOt sUmthing on ~

after dat take free shuttle bUs bac tO bedok .
haas.. den i went eUgenia hse. lOls..
stay oVernite at herr hse.. fUnn !!
sUmthing happen ! wakakas.. fUn~

den plae cOm den watch VCD
den went bac eUgenia rOom.
haas.. cHit chat . and babY [ eUgenia's dOg ]
ish lyke running abOut. haas.. scare till death ! haas..
sOoOoO HYPER!!

haas.. den dunnoe yY we chit chat will fall asleep le ..! lOls..
den mOrning i went hMe wib eugenia while she gO meet bf.
haas.. dats all !! =D

i mIss uU mY darling! =D
i am waiting ferr uU tO b baC yea? hees. .=D

dats all fer tOdae.. ~

2005-06-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

haIs. i am sad` yapPs.. i am . =(
he went overseas le. haIs.
i dUn wan hIm to gO. reallie !

bUtt i dUnnoe wad can i dO.
tml ish oUr 2 mths le .
isnt it a happie thing ?

becOs he ish nOt wib miie ,
i am nOt happie at all . =(
i miss hIm.
hOnestly.

aCtuallie he tOld miie he nOt gOin.
yapPs.. of cOs i am happie .
bUtt he still have to gO toO. =(

tears began tO drOp .
haIs.

hOpe everything ish fIne..
i wOrriew ferr him, dUnnoe yY.. hais ..

aniwae , i lOve uU my darling . take kare. =)

2005-06-07T14:20:00.000-07:00

wEeEeEe.. i sImply lOvee yesterdaee! =D
haas .. went oUt with mY darling. hees. .
jUs wanna sae dat he always LATEE!! haas..

aNd ish lyke 15 mIns. haas..
i Oso can sae i Use to It le naHs !
butt he dO habe pUnishment ferr awhile .. wakkas . =D
[hOpe uU knoe ]

haas. HmMm. went to catch a mOvie .. cUrsed.
yaPPs.. nIce mOvie with mY darling arOund. haaas..
nOlarhs .. tHe mOvie nOt badd. =D

hMmm.. we ate candy floss. haas..
oUr mOuth ish blUe cOlour. haas.. lOok kInda weIrd .
haaas. n mY darling's hand ish blUe tOo.. haas..
cOs he feed mIie dats yY my hand nvber kena!
[tHankew darling ] haas.. =D

aFterr movie , we went to esPLanade.. haas.. gO rOt awhile !
deN tOok a bUs hme.. haas.
eveN thOugh we spent sO little tym tOgether.
butt i am hapPie.. hees . =D

iN the bUs , we pLae sTupid sTuffs..
tHink darling uU shuld knoe harr ? haas.. =D
lOls.. we are LAME!! haas..

hmMm.. he gOin off to malaysIa on fRidae nite..
and ish ferr 4 daes.. haIs. .
i will b dead!!
cant tOk , cant meet !!
aRrgh ! i hate tHis feeling =(

bUtt i will wait ferr uU to b baC kkies? =D hees..

oHh.. i mIss eUgenia , aH lIn n aUdrey tO bIts !! haas..
meet up One dae yea ? hees !! =D mUacks ..

tHInk i will blOg till here.. =D

2005-06-04T23:10:00.000-07:00

oKies.. haas.. i bOught a bag !! lOls.. and i lovee it! haas.. =D
hmMm. frOm ebase. lOls .. nIcee nIcee . =D
bOught wIb ah lIn . =D lOls.

ah lIn's bag ish 39 dollar. n mind ish 29 dollar.
den ah lin find it berie EX. so we went to marina square.
becOs i bOught the bag at century square marhs .
den they gt gib voucher when we go to marina square.

so ah lin , cHee yUan , eUgenia n myself went there. lOls..
we search ferr the EBASE ish lyke damn fUcking lOng.. ! lOls..
butt oKie nahs .. lOls.. the EBASE was damn fUcking big okie!
4 shOp combine ! wOw! lOls..

all the pple hu works at there was lyke sO pretty ! haas..
oKIes. shO ah lin decided to bUy the bag.
sHo we go habe oUr lUnch , den we proceed to tenah merah beach !

we fInd n fInd n fInd! the sky began to tUrn darker.
we cant fInd a way to go in ! n we jUs took a cab bac
to simpan bedok . [ issit the correct spelling? ] *weIrd*

went to eUgenia's mUm work place ferr our lUnch . haas..
and ish free . [tHankew ahh ] haas..
denn cHee yUan still hungry . so he go eat prate nOhs ..

wait waitt... at eUgenia's mUm wOrk place ,
mY daRling call miie . haas.. he sae he oso goin there..
wakakas.. =D
sUrprise ehh .. hees.

thOught we cant c each other fer 2 daes. ! lOls.
butt haas..
fate bring us tOgether yea? lOls. [cOrrect horr darling ]
wakakas.. =X

HmMm. den saww him .. hees.. sO sweet . wakakas. =D
afterr dat tOok bUs 9 wib ah lin den went hme le nOhs .. hees..

haIs.. cant meet my darling tml! =( *sad*
butt i will cOntinue to wait de kKies ?
2nd mth cUming le . heeees !! =D
i lOvee uU.
[eHh.. Uu c le can tag my tagboard nOt? at least sae i lOve uU bac nahs ! ]
wakaks.. =D

2005-06-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

yea! lOls.. gO out wib my 3 darlings ! =D hees .. sO fUn !
lOls.. bUy alOt of stUffs! i shOp till hapPie.. =D
thInk they feel dat tOo.. lOls.. =D *confident* lOls.

hMmm.. we meet at TM 1st .gO walk ard !
eUgenia gO pierce her ear again !!
den i bOught a sKirt there.. deN we gO to bUgis ..

as uSual. dat 2 garls lOvee tO go there..
ah lin n eUgenia lOrhs ..
lOls. butt i nvber regret gOin there naHs .. lOls. .

nIcee shOpping wib them ! =D lOls..
mUs gO again ahh !! lOls. .
lOvee all of uU lOts . =D

hMmM.. aniwaee . i mIss mY daRlink beRie mUch !! =D

tHink dats all ferr tOdaee! *yaWn* lOls.. =D

2005-05-31T21:00:00.000-07:00

hEhHEHehHes. tOdae went tO eUgenia's hse! lOls.. beRie fUn !
betTer den staYing at hMe.. lOls..
=D

pLaY wib baBy ! fInallie i am nOt sO afraId of hImm . lOls..
he grOw bIgger le! lOls.. bUtt still as cUte yea? [ eUgenia prOud ] lOls.. =D
hMmm..

deN after dat cHee yUan came. haas.. sUmone slPing! lOls.. lazie lyke HELL !!
he wake up ard 5+ lOls..

mIiee eUgenia n ah lin gO distUrb hIm wib toRchlight. lOls.. fUn ~
haas !! we at herr hSe do stUpid sTuffs.. we oSo gt watch hai tun wan lIan ren .
cOs eUgenia nvberr watch the first paRt ! lOls..
bUtt i enjoy watching tOo.. lOls.. =D

hMMm.. den cUm hme le nOhs ..
tMl gOnna gO oUt wiB them !
and tHey lOveee tO go bUgis street !!
i hate dat !! lOls..

bUtt still mUs gO naHs.. !
yaPpPs. tHis tHursdae gOo to mY mUm's place..
hees!
gO celebrate mY sis birthdae.. !
i stUpid .! tHought ish todae.. lOls.. =x

ohHh.. i mIss my darling! heees.. =D
yesterdae he saw all the pOst ! lOls.. =x
den cUm n distUrb miie.. !! lOls..
but ish oKies nahs ! meant to let hIm c de!! lOls.. =D
i lOve uU! hees .

oKies naHs.. tHink i stOp here le .!! blog again ! =D

2005-05-30T13:20:00.000-07:00

hMmm.. i mIss eUgenia , audrey n peilin .. =D lOls..
faster wed! lOls.. i wanna gOo out wiB tHem .. tHis
few daes we keep spending ourr tym on ourr Bf.

no tym fer each other. = (
daTs yY wed we dIe die mUs gO out kKies ? =D
oKies! set ! =D

oHh.. yapPs.. tml ish mY yOunger sis bdae.
lOls.. wOndering wad to bUy fer her.. lOls..
i miss herr lOads lOads! lOls.. =D
hMmm.. tml can c her le .. wEeEeEeEe.. ~

yapPs.. i change my blOgsKin le.. lOls.. yesterdae tOok
alOng tym tO fInd . gOnna drIve mIie crazy . butt i
enjOy changing blOgskin . =D

hmMm.. aCtuallie i dUn lyke jUne hOlidaes!!
nth to dO even thOugh can rest till dUnnoe lyke wad. haass.
i mIss sCh too ..
i miss my friends .
i miss him [ even thOugh we jUs met yesterdae.. ] lOls..
i mIss having band practice.. lOls..

lYke wad i sae.. stUdents are always lyke dat de..
cOs usuallie when schh hOlidae started , we tends to mIss schh ..
den when schh start , we are lyke ah siao mIssing schh hOlidaes.
sTudents are stUdents.. lOls..

daTs all ferr tOdae.. =D

=D

2005-05-30T01:00:00.000-07:00

weEeEee~ hahas .. habe a nicee dae ! heeheees.. hMmm.. lOls.. sO lOng nvberr enjOy mYself le .. lOls.. =D
hMMm.. last few daes habe alOt of prObs.. bUtt nOw haaas.. everythIng ish fIne.. =D

hMMmM.. tOdae gO out wIb hIm.. =D haas.. eVen thOugh we nvber spent manie hOurs..
buttt haas.. jUs lOve tOdae.. haas .. =D

hMmMm.. i sUddenlyy mIss eUgenia , peilin , aUdrey . . tHis pOst they c le tHey sUre berie hapPie de!
wakakaks.. =D

haas.. i am lyKe cRazie le ! lOls.. =D hmMMmm.. dat tym mAke fUn of derrick ! lOls. . berIe fUnnie .. sUmtyms feel dat he berie stUpidd . lOls.. oPpPs. he sUre angrIe de! lOls. . =D

hMmmM.. dUnnoe hOw i gOnna spent mY hOlidaes ! hahas .. i thInk of tHose pOly stUdents. . lOls..
they habe tO gO schh! wakakkas.. i can REST !! lOls.. [ specially to my brO ]

i wan to habe band!! lOls.. mIss playing my clarinet . lOls. i miss april jOy ! lOls.. feel lyke playing claRinet wiB thEm ! lOls. . =D

11 of jUne cUming le ! hahas .. 2Nd mOnth cUming le !! heeheeees. .// =D lOls.. we survive till 2nd mOnth le ~ haas.. sO nicee.. heees.. hOpe nO moree quarrel .. =D

OkIe nahS.. blOg till here.. hees.. =D

tHe cOlourr nicee har.. lOls. . =D

left alOne .. =(

2005-05-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

haIs. i am left alOne agaIn . waiting ferr a msg took million yearS.. haIs ..

i hate to wait ferr msg ! haIs . bOred tiLl deatH. thOught of having a nIcee dae On sUndae..

butt everything dUn seem shO rty ferr miie.. wad can i sae? sUmtyms life ish playing wiB us .

yY cant everyone habe a perfect life? nO siNs occur .

relationship dUn occUr ,

hatred dUn occUr ,

quarrels dUn occUr ,

moOd dUn get affected easily! dUn uU think lifee will b better ? haIs .. i am tired of my lifee .

sTudies , relationship , friendship all this gOnna drIve miie crazie . haIs..

hOw i wish tHis wOrld jUs filled wib lOvee .

NO HATRED !!

isnt it better ? =(

i jUs dUn _stand ..

i am berie fUck up wib the wOrld, my life n everythIng!

haIs! we shudnt complain ! butt hU dUn cOmplain ?

iSh nt easie at all . !

I SIMPLY HATE MY LIFE!! =(

dReams !

2005-05-26T14:40:00.000-07:00

hmMmm. dReam of manie thIngs. butt the weIrd tHing ish dat i dReam 3 daes dream the same tHings.. !

the dReam dUn seems gOod tO miie . hMmM. wheneva i wOke up frOm my sLp , i am afraid dat i will lOss hIm.

haIs.. i dUnnOe..i teLl mYself , nOthIng gOnna haPpen .. bUtT tHings dOesnt seems sO rty..

yY will i habe sUch dReam !

pPle sae that whateVeR we dReam will nOt happen .. bUTt issIt tRue.. i always believe in mY dream ! there ish One peRiOd of tYm , i dream hUeva , tHeY will habe a bad dae. .

isSit cOIncident ? haIs.. i nOt sUre aBout it.. buTt the dReam seems sO real tO miie ..

i fOrce mYself tO wake uP, bUTt sUmone seeMs tO pUsh mIie bac iNto my dReam . haIs..

bUtt sUm pple saes dat if we dReam bad sTuffs, it meAns dat gOod lUck will cUm.. example lyke , if a bIrd sHit on uU, uU will win 4D or wadeva de.. bUt dUn thInk it iSH berie fOoLIsh tO think in sUch wae. ? hMmM.. nOt sUre. .

haIs.. i dUnnOe laRhs ! hOpe nTh wiLl haPpen baHs// =(

badly .. . .. .. ..

2005-05-24T14:30:00.000-07:00

haIs.. tHeY left feR camp le. =( *sAd* hMmM. mY heaRt feeL shO uncOmfortabLe . haIs. yesteRdae gIb hIm atT. i OsO dUnNo wad haPpen tO mIie. haIs. alL mY faUlt . =( nOw i mIss him lYke dUnnO wad.. haIs.. caLled hIm tHis mOrNing. and i apOlOgIze . he sae in a nIce tOne. he sae nVm . feRget it. mY heart sOften . haIs.. i thOught he will keeP quIet n dUn tOk to mIie. bUtt he even tell mIie tO take kare when he iSh nt ard .haIs.. * i crIed * haIs.. daRlink . sOrriew!! =( i mIss hIm.. haIs .. =(

sIanns..

2005-05-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

habe the urge to blog! lOls. i oso not sure wad shuld i blOg. hahas . mayb jus type type afew words marhs ! lOls. as i sae i berie naggy ! hahas ! shO mayb nt a few words naHs . hahas .. yaPps. i reallie berie naggy ! hahas ! dats wad i think of myself! lOls .. lyke ah ma! lOls. . oPpS. . heeheeees.. hMmmM. in my klass, i am jus lyke an ah ma as wad my darlink sae.. lOls.. becOs when i sweep the flOor he sae i lyke an ah ma! hmph! lOls.. and he command miie to sweep here n there!! * smack his ass * lOls.. hmMm. yaPpS. i reallie look lyke ah ma harr.! hahas. lyke dat den cute marhs ! hahas ! =) heeheee nOlarhs ! =) hmMmm. i am alOne in my living rOom. shO bOring.. waiting fer that idiOt[ my darlink] msg . haIs.. wonderr when he will gib miie a msg ! butt. hahas . he had jus call miie .. lOls. .jus nicee. . =)) hmMmMm.. yaya !! i dun wanna go campp !! lOls. . i can slack at hme.. =))

hahas .. think i stOp here le . lOls .. =)

i mIss Uu badLy =(

2005-05-20T15:30:00.000-07:00

darlInk . dUnnOe wHen den uU will read my pOst. bUtT i reaLlIe mIss Uu berie BeRie mUchh.. =(

dUnNoe wheRe aRe uU. haIs. [[ i knOe uU gOnNa maKe fUn Of miee when uu c this pOst ] hHAhHass.

butt wadevaa. i jUs knOe dat i mIss uU berie muchh. hmMmM. at this mOment i wOndering wadd uU dOin . hahHhahas. hOw i wIsh uU are rIght beSide mIie. tOking tO miie. hMmM. ah laRhs . wheRe aRe uU. =( HmMmmM. sUdDeNlY I tHoUgHt oF tHe "CPR" waKkkaakkas. gOnNa make mIie lufF tiLl maD! lOls.. shhh.. hMmM. jUs wanana teLl Uu i <3>

pEEPs // tHe sOng plaYing In mY bLog ish KC&jOjO - all mY lIfe. //

Ohhhhh, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby

Ummmmmmm, I'm so glad

I will never find another lover

sweeter than you, sweeter than you

And I will never find another lover

more precious than you, more precious than you

Cause girl you are

Close to me you like my mother,

close to me you're like my father

Close to me you're like my sister,

close to me you're like my brother

You are the only one, my everythingA

nd to you this song I sing

Chorus

All my lifeI prayed for someone like you

And I thank God, that I,

that I finally found you

All my life,

I prayed for someone like you

I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes I pray that you do love me to

I promise to never fall in love

With a stranger

You're all I'm thinking of

I praise the Lord above

For sending me your love

I cherish every hug

I really love you

Repeat Chorus

You're everything I ever know

When you smile my face always seems to glow

You turned my life around,

you picked me up when I was down

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do love me too

(Fade out)And all my life..........

hapPie oR saD ?

2005-05-19T15:40:00.000-07:00

tOdae may nOt be a very goOd dae ferr miie bahs . hmmm. i am berie angrie n upset wib sumone . fight wib him . hmm. think all the chinese pple in my chi klass will knoe wad had happen tOdae. hmm . actuallie i was kinda happie dat he habe jus ended his suspension . butt wad happen tOdae was nOt i wanna c . butt toO badd. he saId sumthing he shuld nOt. n i dO sumthing dat i shOuld nOt dO toO. butt i am jus wondering . he could jus lay his hand on a garl . dats shock miie even thOugh i knoe dat he gOnna beat miie . yapPs. i dun lyke pple to sae my father's name. dats miie . butt i am jus wondering how will he feel when sumone do dat to him .. [ if uu saw wad i had blOg, butt urself into my shoes] yaPps . i should nOt lay hands on uu too . butt uu eva thought how i feel at dat moment. and yes ! i lOve sumone dat ish diff race from miie . ish there anithing to do wib uu ? hUhs ? wad uu wanna insult pple in such wae.. uu cann insult pple, butt other pple cannt. shO in the 1st place , dun sae bout others . yaPps. uu habe bad temper . uu will beat pple up even though uu are in the wrong . butt dun uu knoe dat pple habe temper toO. uu can insult miie . wadeva uu wan . butt get dat in urr mind . dun eva sae my love ones . uu tOo. uu dont wan pple to sae urr parents , shO stOp callin pple father's name . yapPs . uu insult my chi name. dO uu feel happie wad i do dat to uu too ? hUhs ? i dunnoe will uu read wad i habe posted. butt if uu read it , hOpe uu can gO think boutt it . =)

oKies .. hmMm. wad i am haPpie ferr tOdae ish dat i scOre quite well ferr my matHs !! haHhHas. i cant believe it. ! lOls . hEHhHEHees. i gOt 72 - 100 . lOls .. heeHhHEes . shO hapPpie . lOls. hmmm. denn gOt bacc my history paper toO. sucks .. even though i habe pass , butt i am nt haPpie wib the result. lOls .. i onlie gOt 30-50. hHhHahHhas. BuT at least i pass nahs . lOls .. *happie.* hmmm.. denn dats all bOut my result. i am still berie scareedd harr. lOls .. cant afford to fail my exam animOre.. hahas .*pray hard* lOls ..

hMmm. oKies naHs. dats all ferr tOdaee.. take kares peeps.

[ specially to my dear , darlink , baobei . i lovee all of uu mani mani ! ]

Of cos my sayang/darlink . [ he gt read my blOg de. wakakas. better sae i <3>
oKies nahs ! i <3>

nO exam le . yea! =)

2005-05-17T15:00:00.000-07:00

yea !! lOls. finallie my exam finish le. hahas . june holidae cuming le . butt the mood ish nt there . hahas . cOs i dunnoe wadd shuld i dO sia .. wanna work butt dunnoe wanan work as wadd. hahas . fast food ish out of my working list ! becOs mus take injection ! hahas .! sO sorriew~ =) hahahas. hmmm . todaeee habe my F&N paper.. hahas .nT badd larhs . butt dun think i will do well . cOs difficult in sum wae nahs ! i 1/2 an hour do finish liao ! and i jus slp all the waee. hahas . dats all my klassmate do too .! hahas . denn after dat my darlink fetch miie hme. .hahas . can i sae fetch ? hahas . bring miie hme nahs! hahas ! i was shO touch ! hahas . =) shO sweet of him to wake up sHo earlie jus to bring miie hme .. hahas .! =) hees. . butt horr. i habe to wait fer him a lOng tym naHs .. lOls. but worth it. hees. . hmmm.. arghh ! berie boring ahh .. hahas . yea! tml nO schh .. hees. hees . can go outt. lOls .. hmmm .. okIes larhs . dats all nahs .. dun wana tok much le ! lOls .. take kares pple..

2005-05-13T19:33:00.000-07:00

finallie exam ish overr.. cannOt sae overr larhs ! i still gt one moree paperr.. hahas ! but oso considerr larhs ! okies ! wadeva. hahas . hmmm.. still gt 1 moree subject to go on . haIs. sIans . still habe to studiee F&N. bOringg .. my schhmates already finish exam . hahas . butt think positive i still gt 3 daes to studie. lOls . at least i dun habe to rush ahh . wakakas . =) hees . hmmm. maths paperr ish lyke shiit. lOls. paper 1 nOt badd. easy . butt paper 2 . Hell. onlie One word to describe. i reallie dunnO how to do . butt indeed i try my bestt . dats all i can dO. hahas . denn habe physic n chem . physic okies larhs ! at least i knoe howw to do. heheees . chem . nTh to saee. lOls . chem ish shO difficult. but ish overr le . i oso gt studie berie harrd. =) hmmm. den habe history paperr todaee .wakakas . easy !! hahas ! butt nt suree ans correct nOt. lOls. but i habe confident to pass larhs ! thank God i nvber take geOgraphy . wakakass. =) hmmmm.. *grins*

nOww berie bOringg.. i miss my darrlinkk. hahas . he gO malaysia.. haIs. even thOugh he will cumm bacc todaee butt haIs . still miss. =) if gt chance uu can c this post uu confrim berie happie har ? lOls. =) heheees. one mth le . lOLs. 11th of may pass le. lOls. butt will celebrate on sundaee. cannt wait to meet himm . lOls. okies. . i shuld stOp saying bout him .. hahas

okies. i think dats all le . lOls !! will blogg again soonn . hehes !!

2005-05-06T18:30:00.000-07:00

having exam nOw ! haIs ! beriee tiredd . alOt of things to studiee! haIs !! stress !! x(( manie things happen nOwadaes ! or cann i sae i am sensitive? hmmm. mayb i am sensitive.i jus dun feel happie this few daes . butt wadd can i do ? haIs . relationship ish sum kind of stuffs dats make pple vexed! haIs !! i dun _standd yy everything ish drifted apart . do pple change dat fast ? or before a relationship start , both parties put a mask of their faces ? issit true ? haIs ! mayb i did dat too ! i wanna b myself . jus miie . butt if i am myself , cann i make him happie still ? haIs ! we lyke drifted apart . on the surface mayb nth seems to happen , butt i can sense it . ya! i am berie sensitivee . butt mayb sumtyms sensitive make help a relationship improve . no use covering all the dirty stuffs _ the carpet rty ? i dun wann this kind of relationship . i agree dat relationship do quarrels . butt cant it b perfect ? yes ! cann !! butt ish the matter of choicee . i wann this relationship to continue ! yes ! i can sae dat i dun wan to end the relationship . becos i <3>

wad can i sae?

2005-05-01T20:30:00.000-07:00

i think i shuld blOg sumthing ! or else my blog reallie berie dusty sia ! lOls !! dats wad most of my friends sae! lOls ! hmmm ! wadd shuld i blog nehs !! hmmm. i miss my darlink berie muchh ! wakkas !! x)) i looking ferward fer the relationship fer sumtyms le ! i oncee did giv up on hIm becos i thought we cannt b together ! races ish diff bahs ! shO dat moment i decided to gib up ! butt dunnoe wadd happen ! we started toking on fonee n get even closerr ! hahas ! feelings camee bacc again ! lOls ! kinda weird larhs ! butt hahas ! wakkas ! lets tok boutt my darlink ! hahas ! hee! my darlink gt a super idiot charaCter ! hahas ! hmmm ! he lOves to make alot of nOise! hahas ! he lOves to sing too ! hahas ! [ jus lyke my brother ] lOls ! hmmm ! andd he oso lovees to entertain pple ! hahas ! esp in class , omg !! he jus cant stop tOking ! tok n tok ! hahas ! ish lyke non-stOp! sumtyms ish irritating ! butt without him , my klass will b lyke berie quiet ! hahas ! shO ish a blessing he ish there! lOLs ! hmmm ! andd oso ! of cos a gd bf!! hahas ! hmmm ! he nvber reallie gib miie attitude larhs ! lOLs !! it shuld b i am the one hu show him att ! shO sumtyms i reallie feel berie badd! nO matter wad he still fergive miie !! shO he ish a gdd bf ! hahas ! i simply lovee him lots ! [ i think he saw this post he sure berie happie ! ] wakakas ! hmmm ! okies !! continue to tok boutt him ! lOLs !! i jus cant ferget how he sing *Mr lonely* n * nvber b replaced * wakakas ! ish shOoOo funnie ! lOls !! dats yy he ish shO cutee! hahas !even though i nvber reallie praise himm , butt my heart do shO! hahas !! hOpe dat he knoes har ! lOLs !! [[ i am sure he knoes ]] wakaks !! okies larhs ! i end here le larhs ! take kares all !!

i lOvee uu my darlink !! x))

lOng tymm nvber update blogg le! lOls ! x))

2005-04-17T13:00:00.000-07:00

hmmm !! think most of the pple knoe wadd bdsband get fer syf le! ish a hOt topic! hmm! we get bronze! yapes ! dats ourr result to those hu dunnoe! there ish nth to hide! dats wadd i feel ! becos i knoe or i can sae we knoe dat we habe donee ourr berie best ! andd ourr playing sounded nicee! i admit dat we shuld get silver instead of bronze! yapes ! i am berie sadd boutt it! i think ish tym ferr miie to leave all this behind! becOs nO pointt to keep thinking boutt this! it takes tym harrs! aniwaee! there ish a "BDSIANS" hu came to bdsband blog n tok nonsense! butt ish true dat he/she sae we will at most at bronze! butt i wanna clarified dat manie instructor saes dat ourr standard shuld b silverr! dats enuff! silverr ish jus a nick name to makee us feel proud! butt the proudly things ish dat we habe ourr conductorr! yapes ! he ish the best conductor dat nobody can habe itt! bdsband feel shO bless to habe him ! yahs ! he ish none other dan Mr Jais! ourr fatherrr in bdsbandd! even though sumtyms he scolded us , gib us att butt there ish sum other wae dat he ish gdd! mayb he ish nt dat pro in music ! butt we believe dat he cann bring ourr bandd up ! "BDSIANS" if uu happen to c this post i wanna tell uu dat how much we lovee Mr Jais! uu encouraging us to change conductor! i am sorriew! we will nt! andd keep urr comments to urrself yeahs ? x)) lets tok boutt Mr Jais ! a cutte fatherr! hahas ! to those hu dunnoe! he doesnt habee hair on his headd! lOls ! dats yy he ish shO cutte! x)) lOls ! hmm ! uu lovees to shOw off! hahas !! ish normal ! we _stand! lOls !! he always scold us when sum other pple walk pass band rm or walk pass us when we are practicing outside ! hahas !! sumtyms i reallie cannot stand itt larhs! lOls ! butt i totallie _stand! lOls !! hu doesnt wan to show off! rty ? lOls ! i think he feel proud of ourr bandd!! he knoes dat we plae well on SYF!! he make miie feel shO touch dat he toldd qamal dat his heart berie painn when he saww us cry ! isnt dat a gdd fatherr ! i think otherr schh cantt find such a gdd conductor le ! banditx ! we shuldd feel bless !! i loveee uu Mr Jais!! [[ heard dat he will b leaving us , shO banditx , pls let him stay kkies ? ]] hmmm !! 2007 , reallie do hOpe dat we can plae La Storia! yapes ! i think we cann do itt! hahas ! i gonna upload La Storia in my blOg! hahas ! if uu listen le , gib sum comments kkies ? x))

p.s : banditx , lets focus on 2007 kkies ? x)) leave all the unhappiness on wadd we get ferr SYF! keep those gdd one andd carry on wib ourr journey to 2007 SYF! we mus bring the bandd up no matter wadd! kkies ? x)) take kares all ! x))

wakakas! nvber gO sCh tOdae! lOls !

2005-04-05T18:40:00.000-07:00

wakakas ! nvberr go schh todae! becOs i gt MC! lOLs ! i dun wanna waste itt! lOls ! so i decided to take a daee rest ! dunnoe wadd happen in scH! tOdae miss abraham cumm to ourr klass! ferr the project work de! i scaredd dat my klass nvber sweep the floor! how ? how ? hmmm ! hOpefully they will sweep without miie telling them to do sHo ! hmmm! aniwaee , i am jus laziee larrs! i dreamt of a stupid dream ! wakkas . honestly , i miss himm ! i think i will nt lie to myself le . todaee nvber go schh ! dunnoe wadd he dOin sia! he dat noisy freak ! hahas ! cant shutt his mouth upp ! lOls !! butt he ish cutte! hees ! even though sumtyms i reallie cant stand he flirtness [ opps , there ish nO such worrd ] lOls ! arrghh !! waddd am i thinkingg! wakakas ! hmmm ! actuallie i miss schh tooo! lOls ! todaee stay at hm the whole afterrnoon! boredd till death okies !! lyke staying in the hell ! shO of cos Heaven ish better! x)) denn nOw my schh berie high tech le harrs! hahas ! usee sms to inform parents yy their kids nvber go schh ! hahas ! and mus gib valid reason by calling to schh ! hahas ! ish berie lamee nOhs! next dae gib MC or wadd oso cann le wadd! hahas ! hearrd ah lin saee dat todae their mass run habe to run 3 rounds! wakakas! thank God i gt MC! wakas ! or else i will jus diee on the spOt ! lOls ! den on the fOne , we tOk boutt pple badd things! hahas! gossiping harrs! hahas ! butt hu dun gossip ! lOLs ! esp gerls! hahas ! no wonderr there ish so manie aunties dat spread rumours ! hahas !butt actuallie gossiping oso quite funn ! lOls ! butt at least we tOk points dat ish truee! hahas ! sHo no wrongg bahs ? x)) [ i am jus gibing excuse to sIn ] *repent* aniwaee , the song dat uu listen nOw ish guang liaang n cao ge - shao nian ! nicee harrs! hahas ! okk larrs! i stOp here le ! take kares all ! x))

i miss uu ! x)) [ he wun b readding this post ! ]

lyRics of brian mCknight - last one cRy

2005-04-04T04:50:00.000-07:00

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this timeS
top living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:

One last cry
Before I leave it all behindI
goota put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

sicckk !!

2005-04-03T16:45:00.000-07:00

i sick le ! went to hospital yesterdae! go c doc! i gt stomach flu ? hahas ! nt surre!! shO tiredd! vomite lyke hell !! i eat sumthing , everything ish outt , drink wadeva drink , everything ish outt , den i see food i wanna vomitee! haIs! actuallie ish nt nicee to vomite! reallie berie uncomfortable ! feel lyke dying! hahas ! butt tOdae better le! take medicine feeling better ! hahas ! PTL! hees ! hmmm ! aniwaee , todae i slp alott! hahas !! cos after taking medicine , feel so slpy! hahas !butt ish nicee to slp ! wakakas ! okies larrs! i think i rty till here le! hees ! take kare all ! x))

cutee n chIo "june" cum n slam my board x))

2005-03-28T16:30:00.000-08:00

sumtyms i reallie feel so happie dat pple slam my board yeahs ? x)) getting mOre n mOre interestingg! lOLs !! x)) hmmm ! "june" ! i think i shuld rty sumthing boutt uu sincee uu wanna b POPULARR ! i lovee to rty post ferr pple hu slam my boarrd! x)) hmmm! okies ! uu sae i act chiO? uu sae i siao char bO ? uu scolded my friends! and uu did sae uu are in sec 4 ! ohh dearr! uu are in sec 4 and uu do all this stuffs? go pple blog to scoldd pple ? or to insult pple ? omgg! hu taught uu dat ? kekes ! ish okies ! dun habe to tell miie! hees hees ! hmmmm ! and uu sae uu chIo ? wakakkas!! did i c wrongly? lOls !! do uu knoe wad ish bhb ? wakkas ! i knoe uu will knoee! hees! x)) my dearr "june" , uu unhappie wib us harrs ? wanna kill us ? wanna slap us ? hees! by all means uu cumm ! i open my door fer uu ! x)) no point slamming my bloggg! becos uu are the one hu loss outt! becos uu dun habe the rty to cum n tok so much ! rtyy ? ohh dearr! so sorriew! uu may nt knoe wad i am toking boutt! kkekes ! ish okies ! i will make it easier! i simply sae dat uu are too childish ! x)) doo uu feel happie wib wad i saE? x)) hees hees! hmmm ! uu this garl harrs! honesly larrs! i think i shuld sspeak the truth ! uu dun habe looks , no sense of common sense , habe a idiot looks , n oso dun habe character! i knoe i am badd! but i cannot dun sae thiis!! cos i kept it in my hearrt fer berie longg le! *wakakas* ohhh dearr! so sorriew WORs! dun angrie hORRRs! x)) hmmmm. uu insult eugenia fat n shorrt ? wakakkas ! plss! at least still gt pple wan herr! uu dun habe i knoee! uu dun habe to feel so sad yeahs ? x)) i will help uu look outt fer one de! dun worriee wOrs! x)) hmmm ! and oso horrs! uu berie tall mehs ? butt when uu taller urr weight even worst ! haiyoo ! uu sae eugenia fat ! i thought ish uu ! pot calling the kettle black ! kekes ! uu still habe to go taf club ! kekes ! mus jia you hors!! *jiayou jiayou * runn fast fastt! i knoe ish berie tiring n hungry ! butt no choicee!! mus jia you ! x)) kkies? ohh yahs !! uu gt bf ntt? lOls! ohh i doubt so ! hmmm ! isae i wil help uu look outt de rtyy! can leave urr hP ferr miie! so if i find one dat suits uu i can tell uu immediatly! kkies? x)) gd idea harrs! will let uu knoe asap ! becos all fat fat n ugly de berie easy to find de! so wait fer my newss! hees! bbies !! take karess horrs! x)) love yah !! tag more at my boardd! x))

dOnna to "precious june " [wakakkas]

bandd daee!! x))

2005-03-26T15:35:00.000-08:00

wakakkas!! band band n still bandd! lOLs !! shO happie todaee! butt ! todaee yi ling crryy ! becos of hIm ! hmm !he ish a gd instructor! realliee ! nt becOs i lyke himm ! butt he ish gdd! hahas ! okiess! todae wake upp ! go bandd!! denn we nearlyy latee! wakkakas!! wee reach there ardd 734 ? deen we runn to the band rmm lyke hell! hahas ! becos i thought he came alreadyy! but thank God! he still haben reacch ! kekes!! x)) hmmm ! den aferr dat , as usuall ! movee instruments outt to the carparkk ! den i was lyke keep looking ferr him !! so latee! he still haben cumm ! hahas ! butt ish okiess! he reach ardd 9 + ! den when i saw him !! i was lykee! omggg!! lOls!! i pss lyke craziee! and jOy gib miie a faccee dat make miie luff till shitt! hahas ! lOls!! den afteerr datt , sectionall ! but horrs! he go teach tubaa!! arrghhh !! yy? i wanna go tubaa sectioonn !! wakakas! nolarrs! i den dun wan! so heavyy! hahas ! denn after dat , we habe to go changee ! we changee to full Uniform ! den ish lyke , wth ! so hott! but thank God again! the weather was pretty gdd! hees! den now so hott le larrs! denn he help us tune instrument !! i was so nervouss!my whole hands were shakingg! hahas ! but at leastt he did nt shoutt and miie or wadd! hahas ! after full bandd! we go changee! i still thought i can c him ! butt too badd! he go hmm le! sO fasstt !! arrghh ! sians de lorrs!! haahs ! aniwaee! i gonna go off le! hahas ! bbieess!! x))

happie daee! x))

i jus simplyy so haappiie! x))

2005-03-23T19:50:00.000-08:00

hmm .. a happie daee ferr miie! lOls! i gonna ferget the past , can continuee every step of my liffe!
i'm in crush wibb sumonee! lOls! sumone dat i shud'nt lykke!! but ish jus lykee harrs! orr jus admiree ?? yesh ! ish admiree! hees !! isnt itt betterr? i feel happierr! x)) wakakakas! he ish so cuttee when he smilee!! shuld smile morree! hahas ! butt he had to b fiercee! lOls!! hees heess! long tym nvber soo happie le ! lOls! he brighten my daee! lOls !
next sat we gonna habe drIll too ! x)) i am looking ferr drIll ! even though berie tirredd! but ish okies!
worth itt yeahs ? wakakakas! thOse pple hu knoee mus shhh kkies ? keep it confidencial !! x)) thankeww harrs! hahas ! kkies larrs! i stop here le! x)) take karess!

yeahss!! gOnna habe bandd tmll ! x))

2005-03-22T18:50:00.000-08:00

yeahss!! gOnna habe bandd tmll ! i wait berie lOoonng le !! lOls !! finallie i can habe banddd practicee! wakakakkas!!
hmmm !! todaee take klass photo !! arrghh !! i am in a mess okiess! lOls !! i habe mass run todaee! and ish sooOoOOo hOtt!!
den sticky sticky de lehs !! take photo oso nt happpie lehs ! hahas ! andddd suddenly i feel dat i am soOoo shorrtt!! i sit infront lehs!! yyy? ? arrghh !! i wanna groww tall tall lehs !! x)) wakakakas ! but too badd! i canntt! hahas ! hae hae hae ~
hmmm ! todae in klass kena bullie by ridwann !! and ish always de kkies !! arrgh !! butt actuallie ish funn when i am toking to himm larrs! he brighten my daee yeahs ? hahas ! hmmm ! yesterdaee i was nt in a berie gdd moodd ! den yongliang tell miie to c his friendster piccs! wakakakas! i luff till pengx!! hahas ! so funnie okie!! lols!! he putt stupid picss! hahas ! but honestly , his baby photo ish sooooooooo cutteee! and i habe to admitt itt! lOls!! but hee too hao lian liaoo ! so better dun praise himm ! wahahas ! x)) hmmm !! aniwaee! my blog ish playing wang lee hom - forever lovee! x)) incase uu all dunnoe larrs! heeshees!!
okies! i think i gonna stoop here le!! love yahs all !! esp . my dear . darlink . baobei ! x)) and of cos ah kai !! wakakakas! x))

had a wOnderful dream ! x)))))

2005-03-20T14:15:00.000-08:00

wahahhas !! i dreamt of him again ! lOLs !
and ish sumthing gdd!
i dreamt dat he n miie patch bacc! wahahs !
hOw i wish this dream i habe ish real ! x))
butt .... hahs ! i think too much le yeahs ? lOls !

at least there ish hOpe in my lifee!
if there ish no him dat i can wait upon !
i wun b here le!
he gibb miie the strength to survive!
even though he ish nt wib miie!
but at least i still can wait upon himm !
this will let miie continue each dae !

butt he ish nt mine le!
shuld i get him bacc ?
or shuld i juss waitt?

hmmmm....
i am nt surre!!
hahas ! okies! dun tok bout dat le!

i woke up at 1 + this afternoon !
hahas ! when i woke up i thought ish 10 + onliee! hhas ! but actuallie so late le!
hhas ! abit weirdd! x))
but i still wake upp le!
and i still feel so tiredd!
arrggh !
tml gt schh !! i dun wan lehs !
1 week holidae ish nt enuff!!
butt nOw my brain ish thinking faster band practicee! lOls !
jus dunnoe yy i miiss band practicee! hahs !
fasterr wedd n satt ! x))
i cant wait le!!
hahas !

hmmmm...
okieess! i think i rty till here le larrs!
hahas ! uu guys rocks on! hees ! x))

drIll drIll drIll !! x))

2005-03-19T15:38:00.000-08:00

i habe a hard tym todae!! i habe to wake up so earlie in the morning!
ish ard 645am ! hahas ! consider earlie larrs!
den i bathe and do all the rubbish le! ard 715am !
and sit down do nth to wait fer ah lin !
cos we goin schh togetherr!
arrghh ! she took a long tym ! lOls !
den reach band bout 8am ! jus nicee! x))
den go take instrument , file , stands!
den carrie the chair out to the carpark to habe full band!
hahas ! at 1st ! attendance suxs!
but dunnoe after drIll , everyone came! hahas !
den full band le we habe drIll!!
hahas ! there ish 4 new instructor!
they from bowen !!
a gd schh fer drIll ! at 1st i thought they damn fierce!!
but after awhile we habe communicate !
actuallie nt reallie dat fierce larrs!
but they are strict !
hahas ! gt one of them berie funnie! lOls !
actuallie i prefer their teaching style! hahas !
and we learn everything from the basic!
majah [[ i dunnoe ishh his name spell lyke dat ? ]]
he teaches us our basic drIll ! cos we still berie poor in basic!
so he teach teach teach ! hahas ! he teaching style was ! woo !
there ish nth to sae bout his teaching style! even though i am tired lyke hell !
but at least he gt a heart larrs! let us go under the shelter ! lOls!
he sae this sentence dat make miie feel impress ? encourage ?
or i can sae motivate miie! hahas !
majah sae : we mus sound lyke thunder , move lyke lightning!
i was ! wOw! can our band do dat ?
hahas ! can can !
we gonna take part on the outdoor SYF!! hahas !
i am looking forward! but ish nt easie! cos we habe to fight wib TK! BOWEN!!
arrgh ! but at least our band ish Gold band b4 !!
hahas ! hmmm ! aniwae!!
i feel dat our attitude mus change!!
character mus change! or else we will never achieve Gold or Silver!!
gonna admit dat my playing ish nt up to standard! but after band camp !
at least there ish sum improvement! hahas ! x)) happie! lOLs !!
hmmm ! dat tym band camp ! we watch a movie call 'drumline'
hahas ! wad a niceee movie! hhas ! this movie motivate miie okies ! hahas !
last tym in band i slack lyke shitt! loLs!!
but nOw! my mindset change!
i wanna get sumthing fer my band! lOls !
but ish nt onlie miie yeahs ? hahas ! if banditx uu c this post! hOpe dat we can do well weell ! kkies ?x))
hahas ! i think all of uu should watch drumline!! hahas ! x))

rubbish pple slamming my tagboard again !

2005-03-18T14:00:00.000-08:00

hmm ! my tagboard gt pple tag rubbish again !
heys ! i dun reallie interested hu are uu !
but i am curious! does urr parents teaCh uu to behave ?
if uu wanna visit pple's blog , pls rty sum comments dat ish pleasent!
nOt critisize pple! becos uu dun habe the rty!
i dun mind uu scold miie or wadd!
becos it doesnt affect miie!
and i do love all this rubbish !
uu jus cum here n entertain miie!
and ish fer free! x))
dont uu feel bored doin all this ?
heys ! i think i shuld take uu as a garl !
okies!
uu unhappie wib hu i am issit?
wad does urr act chio mean ? x))
how i acted?
wad did i do to piss uu off ?
i am willing to listen to the truth !
if uu are unhappie wib miie! uu add miie in msn !
[[donna_3116@hotmail.com]]
i am willing to habe a chat wib uu ! x))
and uu said this!
[[ i didnt mean to b with him d. i dunoe u lub him so much. pls forgib me.! sry! ]]
heys !! uu knoe hu i lyke ?
pls! dunnoe pls dun act as if uu knoe!
becos uu reflected uu simply jus a bitch ! x))
and there ish sumone call [ nnn]
this ish wad uu type : huh/ u lub soo giap?
huhs ? wad rubbish ! i wanan make things clear!
wad i love soo giap ?
huhs ? i dun even knoe him ?
wad rubbish uu toking bout?
wadeva uu sae!
i jus feel dat if uu wanna confront pple!
put down urr name!
or i dun use confront!
if uu wanna insult pple , put down urr name!
lyke dat den i knoe hu hate miie!
becos urr action refected wad type of parents uu habe !
isnt it ?
uu are playing wib urr parents retribution ! x))
i think uu get wad i mean yeahs ?
uu plae wib all this nonsense! after all ish jus to make miie piss off!
but sorriew my dear!
i feel nth at all !
ohh! no!
ish i feel so happie! becos uu brighten up my dae my typing rubbish ! x))
ehh ! uu seems so boring!
do uu habe sumthing dat worth uu to do ?
or jus by insulting pple ?
orr uu are simply jus jealous ?
den ohh!
sorriew!
my mum gib birth to miie jus lyke dat! hees!
so sorriew!
cant blame!
mayb n listen up ish mayb !
uu dun habe a pleasent looks! x))
dats yy uu cum my blog n vent urr anger on my tagboard!
hahas ! uu shild b greatful dat my tagboard gib this type of service!
x))
ohh yah ! uu shuld feel happie dat i am posting bout uu !
since uu need so much attention !
so here i am to announce uu this pple slamming my tagboard!
hahas ! pple in my blog will b so happie to c this post !
and they were use to it le!
cos my blog always habe uu this kind of pple slamming pple board! hees !
miie too!
i am use to it! x))
so cum n slam as much as uu wan !
ohh yah ! pls put down urr name! nick name oso can !
do uu wann miie to help uu think ?
bitch ?
idiot ?
attention seeker?
hahas ! uu all choose all this nick i mention above! x))
ish okie if uu dun wanna use it! mayb uu habe nick dat worst den this! x))
and oso horss!
cum n visit my blog often okies ? hees!
take karess orhs ! x))

2005-03-17T22:40:00.000-08:00

mm..i dunno y pple love cumin to my donna's blog? soooo much entertainment..WAO!! it makes mi so excited...=)) mmm.. dun u noe donna is a reality chiobu.. not like u slug..=))dun try be funnie kies..is dat a insult to my dear gal?? heys.. i bet u dun like pple to insult u either..=)) she wun take it in heart..=)) it is jus a minor matter.. i didn't get y u wana do such a tupid ting?? dun u feel silly do dat?? dun u feel gulity?? heys. we'r tokin to u nicely kies.. dun try test our patient..a person hab their own limitation de.. kies...i'm sure u hab limitation too...=)) if u wana continue all tis rubbish.. dun sae we bulli u or threaten u kies..=)) we can b friendly.. we can b mean kies..=)) donna is wat she is.. she love hu.. doesn't bother u..if u sumone hu we hab tot in mind.. u simply jus a bitch i can sae.. ur words make mi puke.. i'm so inquistive to noe hu u r..if u tink dat ur ur opinion is conviction..den u go tink twice..=)) i tink u r vexed when u c donna face issit?? cos u dun hab such a nice cute look argh..can u try sumting new to plae wif us??tis method is sooo tiresome..we hab plenty of tym to plae wif u..i can imagine ur face.. maybe it look like an aardvark.. i will resume tis blog again...=)) thank you...=))

2005-03-17T20:30:00.000-08:00

do uu knoe wad ish heartbroken ?
i habe no chance at all !
no mOre!

uu are attatched!
and i am left here to wait upon uu !
uu knoe ?

uu habe fun yesterdae !
and i am suffering lyke hell !
uu knoe ?

i habe prepare sumthing fer u !
yet , i habe to put it aside!
uu knoe ?

i put so much effort in it .
and almost spent so much tym on it!
uu knoe ?

i cant believe dat uu are attatched to sumone dat betray uu before!
my heart hurts !
uu knoe ?

i habe given uu all my heart n soul!
uu put it aside!
and accept other!

uu will nt knoe how much i am hurt !
and uu will nt knoe how much i feel !
and i habe nth to sae!

and i simplie jus wish uu n her all the best !

jesse mccartney - beautiful soul ! x))

2005-03-17T19:15:00.000-08:00

Chorus:
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Chorus

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mindIf you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

Chorus

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't waste your time
Do you see things the way
I doI just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

Chorus 2X

this lyrics CREDIT to ah kai ! lOls !! the song too ! x))

2005-03-13T13:10:00.000-08:00

bOa - aLways

Chah ga geu rae nae ga nuh reul eejuh bol gae
No ryuk hae bol gae uhn jae na jo yong ha dun
Uhn jae na mal ee ups dun nuh neun nae gae moh
Jin mal do moht ha jjahn ni

Mi ahn ha dan yong suh ha lan ma leun da shi
Ha ji neun ah neul gae uh dduhn mal eul hae do
Uh dduhn guh seul hae do nuh neun da shi
Dohl ah ohl soo ga ups jjahn ni

Ee jae nae gae duh neun nae gae
Jo geum ei mahng do ups gaet ji mahn
Mal haet jja nah da ahl jjah nah
Sarang hae soh yong ups gaet ji mahn sarang hae

Ee jae ni ga juh moo neul yuhl go na gan hoo aehn
Moht bo gae dwel ha
Dae nae ga muhn juh il uh sul gae
Duh ee sahng ho ro nam gyuh ji neun gun shi uh
Gyun dil soo ga up suh

Ee jae nae gae duh neun nae gae
Jo geum ei hee mahng do ups gaet ji mahn
Mal hat jja nah da ahl jjah nah sarang hae
Soh yong ups gaet ji mahn
Da shi hahn buhn dan hahn buhn mahn
Dan haroo mahn ee myun gwaen cha neun dae
Moht da hahn mal moht hahn sarang
Da jool soo ee seul guhs kat eun dae sarang hae

Ga kkeum ah joo ga kkeum shi
Nae ga dduh o reul ddae myun
Shwip gae nal cha jeul soo ees gae yuh ki ee seul gae

Go ma wuh suh ni ga ee suh
Nuh moo do haeng bok haet uht uh mi chi do rohk
Sarang haet uh sarang haet uh
Geu rae suh duh ah peu gaet ji mahn ahn nyung

2005-03-13T12:45:00.000-08:00

yawn* sO tired!!
hahas ! jus wake uup ! lOls !

i dreamt of him !! lOls !!
issit sumthing gd will happen ? lOls !
kekes* i dunnoe! hahas !

i am lyke crazie! lOls !
hee hee !!

todae berie sians lehs !
stay at hm ! nth to do de!
wanna go out but ......

okies! i dun wanna sae!

ehhh .. i wanna go band camp!!
lOls !! faster larrs! arrghh !
tml mayb goin out wib ah lin n eugenia!
i wanna buy water bottle! lOls !
but dun habe $$ lehs ! x(

hmm ! i think i gonna fall sick le!
arrghh ! better not! i wan to go band camp de horss!

this mth gt alot pple bdae! nic's bdae over le!!
alfred n his bdae cuming le! hahas !

i get him a boxer! hahas !
abit weird ehh ! lOls !
thanks to ah lin n eugenia!
they gib miie idea ! lOLs !
will it b berie weird?

ah larrs! nvber mind larrs! lOLs !

letitia! i miss uu ! hahas !
if uu happen to c this post !

yesterdae service heard derrick sae until berie nicee sia!!
arrgghh !! i nvber go !!
but thanks to derrick! he nvber angrie i PS him ! wahahs!
and PTL ! eugenia at least feel sumthing yeahs ? x))
even though i am quite sad dat her sis when off when the service start !
but ish okies larrs!

heard derrick Pst Benny will cum bac again in 5 yrs tym !
so i nt gonna miss it! hees!

okies larrs! i stop here le! x))

arrgghh !! i cant go SIS todae!!

2005-03-12T12:40:00.000-08:00

hais ! i can go SIS todae!!
my stomach pain lyke hell !!! arrgghhh !!
i wanna goo !!!
stupid stomach !! now ish aching!! arrgghh !!
+i gonna habe band camp lehs !!
arrgghhh !!
i am so angrie!!
-_-" <-- this reminds miie on[ zhihao]
wahahs !

okiess!! lets tok bout sumthing
hahas ! i thought of my brother's blog!! wahahs !!
there ish a gal name charlotte ! lOls !!!!!!
she sang this song to my bro ! hahas !
'' wo de yi ke xing! muack muack!
jiao ge yi ke ren muack muack! "

ish so funnie !! lOLs !! i think this garl lurbe my bro berie much yeahs ?
so funnie! lOls !! all my brother's friends all lyke speechless! x))

thank God! my bro dun habe gf! or else his gf will angrie!!
lOls !!
okies lars!! stop my rubbish le! x))

hmmm !! this message ish to DERRICK !!

heys !! sorriew lehs ! todae i ps you !!
now i still feel berie badd!!
sorriew to let uu go line up urrself! uu sure berie sian de!! x(
sorriew!! i think uu wun angrie larrs??
lata uu hmph at miie!
lOls ! i think wun larrs! hahas !!
you wun do this to miie de!
aniwae! thankew berie berie much fer urr _standing! hees !! x))

this message ish to EUGENIA!

heys baobei euegenia !! sorriew lehs !
todae i can pei uu go !! i oso ps uu ! sorriew!
shh ! uu shuld knoe yy larrs!!
jus wanna thankew fer uurr _standing too !
reallie pray dat urr sis will b healed!! x))
mus habe faith in Him horrs! hees x))

okiess!! my stomach ish reallie berie pain le!
i think i stop here le!! take kares all !! x))

i change sOng le!!

2005-03-11T15:15:00.000-08:00

halO haLo! hees! hmm !! todae shO happie! LOls!!
i walk pass him !! ahhhhh !! ((= i reallie walk pass him ?? hahas !!
i reallie feel so happie!!
even jus walk pass!! i reallie feel so glad!! hahas !! i am so high todaE!!

but i am unhappie wib sumthing!! arrggghh !! gals will knoE de!!
arrgghh !! so angrie!! i habe to go camp n chalet de lehs !!
wrong timing larrs!! x))
kekes **

actuallie todae nt a berie gd dae!
i was habing my recess after P.e! and i was lyke so hungry n thristy !!
den i gO buy foOd wib my friends! den infront gt sum upper sec!
ehhh ! i am a upper sec too ! hahas ! ish lyke sec 4 guys larrs!!
they helping friends to buy food marrs!! den buy till dunnoe wad tym lorrs!!
i amgrie until wanna diee!! they dun kare pple behind them !!
they throw all the other upper sec faces okies!!
they are so selfish !! arggh ! okies!! i now oso okies liao ! hahas !! x))

habe a nicee P.e !! lOls !! this ish the 1st tym i am enjoying my P.e lesson !! usuallie i will b slacking!!
todae we play captain's ball !! and ish my fav ball game! hahas !
bring miie memories of P5!! hahas !
i was lyke chionging fer P.e lesson in P5!! hees*
so funn!! x))
*i miss those dae*

ahem ...

gO bac to reality !

yawn !! habe to go piano lesson soon le!! i am sOooOoOoo tired!!
but i habe to drag my feet there!! arrgghh !!
hahas ! but i nt gonna miss ani lesson le!!
i miss alot of tyms le!!
okies larrs!! i think i talk alot of crap ! hees!
BTW!!! Todae is nicole's bdae!! hahas !!

haPPie bIrthdae nIcole!!! x))

whhyy uu wanna treat miie in this wae?

2005-03-09T21:45:00.000-08:00

you reallie hurt my heart!!

when i knoe dat uu go to sch wib a gal ! my heart bleed!!

even though i nvber show anithing on my face!

but i am reallie berie hurt ! i wonder whhyy uu wanna do this to miie !

i habe forgiven uu !! whhyy ?

becos i dun wanna uu to feel bad bout hurting miie !

i doesnt wan to kare bout uu anymore .

and i dun wan to trust uu ! but i jus cant ferget how much fun we habe!

mayb all this fun to uu ish jus nth !

but ish meant alot to miie! uu knoe ? ?

pls dun treat miie in this wae! pleaSe !

i reallie wan to ferget bout uu ! ferget all the memories!

but when i saw uu, all memories flashes through my mind!

pain came to miie!! and i habe to bare wib all the pain !! can uu feel it?

pls dun leave miie alone!! i need uu in my life!

whhyy cant uu get into my life again !!

i dun mind uu will hurt miie again !

as long uu lurbe miie once again !

show miie how uu feel !

orr let miie knoe wad uu thinking about!! pleaSe !

i jus wan to kare fer uu ! nth morree!!

tok to miie fer a min !! i dun mind! as long i hear urr voice!!

jus a few words , i doesnt mind!! as long i knoe uu are save!

i dun need all urr heart !! jus gib miie a portion of urr heart .

i dun mind! as long uu can think of miie when uu are free!

mayb i am nt impt in urr lifee! or mayb nt a single soul dat can passes by ur heart or mind!

but i doesnt mind! as long uu are happie! i realie dun mind!

i mayb angrie ! but i dun bare to angrie wib uu !

my heart hurt !

i dun bare to scold uu !

my heart bleed!

i dun bare to hate uu!

becos i still love uu !

i still rememeber when we were together! wheneva i angrie wib uu ! uu will sae ' ni sei de mehs ? '

i reallie miss this 4 words!

how i wish i can tell uu dat wo bu sei de!! wo zhen de bu sei de!

becos i did nt sae dat last tym !

i jus dun dare to speak out!!

i still remember last tym ! uu tell miie to sae i love you before i go to bed!

but i did nt sae it properly!!

becos i dare nt speak out!!

i love you ! i reallie love uu berie much ! can uu hear dat ?

i miss you ! realie!! could uu cum bac to miie?

cHange my blOgskin le ! ((=

2005-03-08T19:10:00.000-08:00

ahem .. finallie i habe change my blogskin !!
last ttyym de blogskin gt probs!! den lazie to change !
den i nvber go post !! hahas! i knoe pple miss my post yeahs ? ((=

lOls!! nOlarrs!! i jus being bhb ! lOLs!!
i am so tired!! jus cum bac from shopping!!
buy friends de present! hahas!

and ish three pple de okiess!! i gonna broke le lorrs!!
shh .. cannot sae i bring how much ! loLs ! ((=
nowadaes de stuffs ish so ex okies!!

cannot sell cheaper de lehs !!
so pissed!! ((=
hahas ! nolarrs!! my temper berie *gd de! hahas!

wahhas ~ can wait to go to derrick's chalet !
xx [[ i think derrick feel so happie when i mention his name in my post ]] xx
hahahas!! ((=

hmmm !! wad to tag about nehs ?
now i am so vex bout teh band camp !!
i dunnoe i shuld go nt!

i wanna go alfred's bbq !! but band ish on dat dae!!
and ish a promise le lehs !
then turn out lyke dat!!

haiss!! spoil mood lehs !
okies larrs! i think i stop here le!!
kekes **

2005-02-25T17:30:00.000-08:00

singapore ish soOoOo hot! and ish reallie berie hot okiess! i sweat all over okies! hhas ! am i complaining! wahhas!*

hmmm ! jus cum bac from piano lehs ! hahas ! so tired! lOls !

my bro wan a new hse!! hahas ! he keep asking fer one! and ish reallie noisy okies!

he berie selfish!!! he one a room fer himself!! and wad my maid n my grandma wib miie!! wad sia!! argh``

shit him !! hahas ! ((= hmm. den jus nw he sae bout our home decoration ! hahas ! and ish so funnie! i luff till die! lOls !

and ish soOoOoOo funnie! lOls !

he go cut hair le! lOLs ! now so quiet ! lOls ! gdgd!

hmmm. taken bac my chinese! hahas ! i pass!! lOls ! thank God! ((=

todae in chi lessson ! i was lyke damn tired ! and i keep wantu fall asleep ! hahas

and tat stupid EDDIE wake miie up !! he ish such a noisy person okies! hahas ! but nt bad larrs!

or else hors , in klass i will lyke berie sians de! lOls ! 2 daes or can i sae one dae we nvber quarrel !

hahas ! i feel berie weird sia! lOls . but we start our quarrel again ! lOls ! i requested! hahas ! ((=

lOls.

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hahas! i miss my klass de malay guys! hahas ! sum onlie larrrss!! they areee sooo cute okieeess!!

they are so sweet ! actuallie onlie 3 of them larrs! hahs. ! to miie larrs! hahas

-ridwan

- yaseer

- shafiq

* they arrrreeee soOoOoOo cute n funnie! lOls !

okies! tok bout sumthing else!

hmmm ...

todae i wait fer cab dunnoe ferr how long lorrss! take wib eunicee , meiyee n ah kai !

and ish damn longg!! sweat ish all over! and ish damn bloody hot!! hot till wanna diee!!

lOls .

okies okiees! stop here le!!

will update soon! ((=

2005-02-24T19:00:00.000-08:00

todae social studies n history ish soOoOoOOo difficult okiess!! hais ! will i fail nOt ?
lOls ! wonderrinng* hees
hmmm. okies! i dunnoe wad to blog lehs ! ((=
now toking to derrick in msn ! hahas ! he was toking bout MANHOOD!!
and dunnoe yy ! i think other stuffs! *dirty* hahas ! ohh myy !!

hmmm ! sO sians! dunnoe wad to do now lehs ! hahas.

todae in klass! i thought i lost my HISTORY textbks okiess!!
i nearly wanna cry !! my history bks ish sOoOOOo precious to miiee!! hahas !
i hate yong jian harrrss!! he keep disturb miie!! i bth !! arggghhhh!!!

okies! i dun wanna tok bout him le! hahas !

hmmm! i wanna change my blog song larrsss!! but the stupid angelfire cant change le!!
make miie sssoooooo piss off sia! argh!

okies! i dunnoe wad to blog le ! lOLs !

2005-02-22T16:00:00.000-08:00

i am bac from schh ! hahas ! finish chemistry n physic test le ! piew! finallie!
chemistry ish nt easie at all ! hahas! but i nvber feel berie uncomfortable doin it!
physic quite easie lars! hahas ! think can pass? hees ((= can de lars! lOls .
hmmm. soOo tired! but i still wanna use com ! lOls ! thursdae habing social studies n history !!
sOoo sscared! lOls ! these sub mus memories soOoOo mani stuffs!
die le!!
hahas! okies ! God nvber gib us a spirit of fear!
soOo i am nt scared at all ! ((= kkies lars!
we tok other stuffs! hmmm. goin to extra ser on thur! hees ! looking forward! lOls !
hmmm. miie schhh gt BDS idiol ! hahas ! funnie sia ! copy cat sia! lOls !
but oso quite gd lars! hahas! BDS oso cannn find pple hu are talented! lOls !
lyke hu ??

miie!!! ***

hees ! nolars! lOls !
lata dat derrick will sae i bhb de! hahas ! ((= oppsss!
he tell miie nt to blog bout his bad thing sia! lOls ! funnie ? lOls ! opps !!
i think he gonna nag at miie le! hahas ! dun tok bout him le! lOls !

ehhh... paste a song lyrics fer uu all ! heess! i fall in lurbe wib this song! hees ((=

O-tOwn - The painteR

If I were a painter
Mixing my colors
How could I ever find the blue of your eyes
The canvas could neverCapture the light of your smile, of your smile
And girl if I were a sculptor
Working in marble
I couldn't hope to copy your perfect face
The curve of your bodyThe feel of your skin
My hands could neverEver traces

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you
Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion
I'm feeling for you
And now when the beat is so strong
I'd give my heart and my soul

If I were an actor

I could be someone
Someone who'd always know the right things to say
But as soon as i'd see you
I'd forget all my lines
And you'd never know what I feel inside

So I try to find the melody as beautiful as you
Find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue
Fill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for you
And now when the beat is so strong
I'd give my heart and my soul

There's no other way
That I know to sayBaby how much I love you
And if only you'd give me a chance

I will try to find the melody as beautiful as youFind the words to say your eyes are bluer than blueFill my voice with the emotion I'm feeling for youAnd now when the beat is so strong I'd give my heart and my soul

hahas! ish a berie nice song ! hees. oso habe a niceee lyrics! hees ! ((=

2005-02-20T23:00:00.000-08:00

heys ! gonna blog nOw! lOls ! hees hees ! okies ! dun waste my tym !

todae ish dame sianssss lorrrs! but at least eugenia cum n studie wib miie !

or else i will sians till shit okies ! hahas .! tml gt chi common test le !

sians! i nvber reallie studie lehs ! how how how ? argh~

i habe been thinking alot! will i pass my chi ! hahas ! wondering**

i slack the whole dae! and i still can plae com ! hahas ! heehees!

ehhh.. wad to blog todae nehs ?

hmmm..

hmmm...

hmmm...

hahas! i knoe le! hahas ((=

i wan to blog bout my friends! hahas ! esp my close ones!!! hees !! gd? hahas ! yeahs!!

_peilin_

hahas! peilin ish a great sis to miie! hahas ! and she ish a soOoo sweet n cute! hahas.

hmmm. even sumtyms we quarrel lars! but we still as close !! hees !

lurbe to tok cock wib her! hahas ! we lyke siao de ! hahas ! even though we nt in the same klass ,

our friendship ish still soOo strong! hahas ! yeahs! she oso always listen to all my troubles ! hahas.

thankew hors! ((=

hahas! and we oso look soOoOo auntie kkies ! ahhas. the wae we tok ! omg ! ish damn eehhhh ! hahas.

uu knoe i knoe! hahas ((=

wahahahahs!

_eugenia_

hahas! this gal here!! oso a great sistaz to miie! hahas! and i sae , she ish crazie!! hahas !

her laughter always brighten my dae! loLs!

her laughter ish lyke a BOMB!!! hahas . can make miie wake up kkies when i am slping! hahas.

she ish cute too ! hahas. i always share my probs wib her too ! hahas! oso a great listener! lOls !

glad tat she dun feel irritated by miie! hahas ! the whole new yr , i am wib her okies !!

c her almost fer 5 daes!! ish EVERYDAE!!! scary !! hahas. !

but ish niceee seeing her! hahas ! we habe a nicee new yr together!! ((=

wahahahas!

okies ! the others i will continue in the next post ! hahas ! cos i tired le! lOls! wahahahs! kkies. take kare all ! ((=

jus wanna tell both of uu i lurbe uu ! thankew fer all the things uu all gib miie!

and oso thankew fer being my sistax! hahas ! muacks !! ((=

2005-02-19T23:10:00.000-08:00

okies! i gonna blog again ! dun feel lyke blogging lehs ! hahas! but dat stupid DERRICK tell miie to update! since he wan it soOo much , i will do it fer him ! hahas ! *gd? * hees! ish soOo sians nOw! hmmm ! nOw , i am chatting wib peilin n alfred! hahas. ish dame funnie! we are soOo lame!! lOls ! and the conversation brighten up my dae! hahas ! hmmm ! common test cuming le! dame sians!! i am soOoO tired to habe common test sia! dunnoe fer wad de! spoil my dae! i wonder yy ! y mus habe common test ? teachers will ans miie! becos sch wanna test wad we had learn ! doO uu knoe , sumtyms the paper ish too difficult fer our standard lOrs! they of cos sae easy ! wad shit ish dat ? hais! sch ish so boring! but think think again ! if nvber gOo sch oso sians lars! hahas . doO uu knoe yy we go sch ? actuallie ish becos of our friends! if nO friends ! ish sOoO boring okies! or mayb ish toO c the person uu lyke ? hahas. gt such thing de okies! hahas ((= miie oso lyke dat lars! hahas. hmmm. aniwae! i dunnoe wad toO rty le lars! hahas. kkies. stop here! take kare all ! ((=

2005-02-18T19:30:00.000-08:00

dO all oof uu heard bout the msn virus? i was wondering hu ish the one hu kena 1st de! hahas! tat stupid ger or

guy causes soO much probs fer pple man! hahas. gt virus dun cum online! hahas. ish saboing pple sia! lOls.

okies . nvber mind! jus nOw nick call miie! hahas. he told miie dat he oso kena the virus! wahahas! he told miie

tat he knoe tat the file ish virus , but dunno y he go click accept! hahas. reallie make miie luff till death sia!

hahas! nick ish soOo pOor thing! lOls . okies. dun wanna luff at him le! hahas ((= todae totallie suxs okies!! the

2.4 run gOnna make miie wanna go crazie okies!! ish sOo tiring sia! but at least i nvber run ! or else i will

complain here n there! oOr i will nag here n there! hohoS ((= okies lars! i will rty again ! busy ! hahas. take

kares all ! muacks **

2005-02-15T19:45:00.000-08:00

can i sae i am saad ?

actuallie i dun reallie knoe!

my heart hurts when i knoe how much my mum habe suffer!

how i wish i can take away all her pain !

but i cant!

i habe been asking myself , since i waas born , am i a gd daughter to my mum ?

i cant find my ans!

nobody will knooe wad kind of feelin i habe nw!

i wanted to cry out loud!

i wanna to share everything wib sumone!

but i jus dunnoe how to start!

i jus dunnoe how to cry !

i can b happie even how sad i am !

i dunnoe how to show !

i reallie miss my mum !

pIew!

2005-02-14T16:00:00.000-08:00

pIew! i habe jus finish uploading my songs in mY blog! i keep upload here n there! finallie okie le! ish so tiring sia! hahas! hmmm. start sch todae! ish dame sians! and i am soOoO tired! and ish berie lors! wad a boring dae i habe! wake up so earlie in the morning! ish lyke killing miie !! argh~ den go to sch ! almost late! hahas. thank God! i nvber! or else Mr Low gonna nags at miie! hahas. or even call parents ! hahas. i 3rd tym late le! hahas. den lata go bac to klass habe lesson ! n i tell uu ! ish dame sians! i gonna fall asleep ! but i cant! i regret to b a classleader! i cant slp ! hahas. ! last tym i still can sia! lOls ! *sobs*

den when we habing Pg lesson ! Mdm Koh came in ! argh! cum in n scold us! hais! and a BAD NEWS ish my whOle klass gonna stay bac the whole wk till 5!! ish crazie lors! how could i carry on wib such life? i still thought of habing afternoon nap !! wad can i blame! i am in tat klass! but hors ! think le i berie angry lehs ! dun tok bout tat le!

heys!! todae ish valentine daes lehs !! hahas. wish all of uu happie VALENTINE DAES! hahas. i gonna spent a lonely v daes! ish sounded so poor thing! hahas! actuallie dun mind ish bluff de lars! hahas ! but i told gab sumthing! we shuld think positive! hahas. ! no bf/gf oso gd! uu knoe yy ?
1) we dun habe to spent $$ to buy present!
2) mayb go out den quarrel !
3) stay at hm can watch tbee!
4)hu sae valentine mus spent wib bf/gf , oso can spent wib family n friends!
5) can habe more tym to revise hmwrk!

see! actuallie we can think positive ! hahas. this will let us feel better! ahem * ish totallie true! hahas.

okies. ! lets think negative! hahas.
1) can spent tym wib ur lurbe ones
2) can gib each other gifts !
3)can spent a special moments wib each other!
4) spenting this type of occasion together can improve the relationship!

see! so little rty? hahas. so i think dun habe bg/gf better! hahas !

okokies! i knoe i am toking nonsense! but pple out there if uu are single! dun need sad de! hahas. think POSITIVE! and uu will reallie feel better! hees! ish jus a dae call valentine! tml oso dun habe le! so dun need think so much yeahs! hees. take kares all ! lurbe yeahs! ((= muacks **

dOnna``

wad a fun dae we habe todae!! hahas ((=

2005-02-12T23:15:00.000-08:00

todae when out wib ah lin , eugenia , ah kai ! hahas. habe sOoOoO much fun ! we went to KbOx! hahas. we sing lyke hell ! hahas. n ish soOoO fun! lOls ! i think miie n genia sing the most ! n oso hors, gt one singer call donna dunnoe wad de lars! the name of the song ish 'hot stuffs'! hahas. den she dance till berie funnie! we luff till peng! hahas. ! ((= so proud tat the singer name DONNA!! hahas((= i crazie le! lOls ! hmmm. den after tat we when u TM n shop shop ! i bought a mirror! hahas. $1 onllie! so i decided to buy ! hahas. + oso berie cute lars! hahas.den we oso go take neo print! hahas. we take 2 tyms! first one nt nice de! miie lars! go press wrong button ! argh! =( but nvber mind ! we decided to take another one! hhas. wahsss!! tat one soOoO nice! we lurbe it! hahas. den after dat we went to ah lin hse n eat steaboat ! hahas. wahahas! soOo nice! den after dat cum bac le lors! hees ((=

dOnna ``

fuck!! i felt so piss okies!! sai lars!!!

2005-02-12T01:30:00.000-08:00

i am dame piss okies!! she wanna spike miie issit? wa kaos!! i get so piss lars!! pls lors!!

such a flirt sia!!

i dunnoe y ?

cos she lurbe herself more?

pls lors!!

flirt arnd!

gt stead still lyke dat?

such a idiot lors!!

she oos dunnoe how to b faithful!

she reallie throw gals de face sia!!

fuckfuckfuckfuck!!!!

hais!!!

i berie piss lars!!!

i dunnoe wad to do!!!

i wanna throw things!!!

argh!!!!

fucking mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happie New Year To All!!! ((=

2005-02-09T13:00:00.000-08:00

_``Happie New Year To All``_

hmmm.. todae new year le! hahas. but lyke berie sians lehs ! every year oso the same de! hahas. all my motive ish to onlie take ang bao! hahas. laaatta habe to go my mum's place le! lOls ! dunnoe wad shuld i dO lata! sians! hahas. hmm i think tml will ask my friends OuT! or else nOt consider new yr le! and One more! nOt gOin to sch On fridae! cOs dame sians! + still gt band test ! i gOnna b dead ! lOls! i did practice ! but when a human cums to nervous , of cos will plae wrong notes de rty? but teacher dO nOt _stand! esp the ***** . dun wanan sae her name! the teacher - in - charge lors! stupid de sia! always complain here n there! hate it man !! wadeva lars! she wanna scold let her scold! *clam down * new yr lehs ! yet i am angry ! hahas. ((= hmmm. aniwae wish all of yOu a HAPPIE HAPPIE NEW YR! hees. lurbe yeahs all ! *muacks* ((=

dOnna ``

wOuld i fall in luRbe wib malay guys ? wahahahas~

2005-02-07T19:30:00.000-08:00

gOnna start a great topic! hahas. would i fall in luRbe wib malay guys ? ((= mayb i will ! hahas. dunnoe y ! actuallie i abit in luRbe wib a malay guy in miie de klass!! oh my! lOls! he ish sooo funnie? mayb nt lurbe lars! ish lyke! hahas. mayb he cute den i lyke lars! hahas. he dame funnie! am i a buyers! i help him alot! lOls! even help him to keep his text in klass when we are nt suppose to do so ! wad am i doin ??? hahas. ((= ish lyke beri weird lors! hahas. gt a weird weird feeling nw! i think i shuld continue to habe the feeling! so i can ferget the other!! i wanan renew myself n my relationship! gonna change everything! ((= hmm. okies. wonder if my family knoes i lyke a malay guy! hahas. wad will b there reaction ? hahas. shock ? most probs mayb ish shock bahs ! haaas. imagine i stead wib him le! hahas. i bring a MALAY BOYFRIEND home! wahs! tat will b great ! hmmm. quite alot of pple or i can sae chi lars , sae tat malay guys cannot b trusted! issit true! but i felt tat nt all lars! some onlie! malay guys are berie funnie! n they reallie can make alot of fun! mayb i shuld think of habing malay bf! hahas. * thinking onlie lars * funnie sia! more n more of my friends fall in luRbe wib malay guys! it shows tat malay guys ish better! no offence to the chi guy! hahas. aniwae! i am happie todae! even though i heard sumthing bad! but at least sumthing cheer miie up! hees ((= take kares all ! hees. luRbe yahs!

dOnna ``

wad can i sae bout todae? ``

2005-02-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

todae ish a beri beri tired dae! i wake up at 630 lors!! so tired!! n do u knoe ish a sundae okies!! sundae ish meant fer wad? slppiing !!! of cos !!! but no choice! habe to wake up nohs ! hmm. went to church! den go out shopping! hahas. went to eat sushi! mahahas~ *derrick ! wad a nice meal i habe! yummie! lOls* derrick ish gonna hate miie till the cOre! hahas! lalalas~ do u think i kare? opps* hahas. nolarS! kidding! or else he petty again ! lOls. den go his blog dunnoe post wad shit lars! hahas. opps * i sae wrong words again ! hees. ((=

went shopping wib my aunt! lOls. buy alot of stuffs! hahas. wahahas! so happie! lOls! finallie i manage to buy my new yr clothes! i was so scared dat i will nt habe ani clothes fer new yr kies! lOls! wear old clothes? weird lors! hahas! but buy le ! hahas .hmm. after dat went hm n nua ! lOls! thought alot of stuffs!

hmmm. thought of giving up the lurbe tat i habe fer him ! genia , eunice , audrey n ah lin shuld knoe bahs! hahas . hmm. shuld i gib up ? or shuld i jus continue to wait? hmm. felt so stupid! keep thinking i gt hope de! n force myself to continue to wait! but issit worth it? i dunnoe. searching fer my ans! aniwae , i saw this sentence in friendster!
Love isn't finding someone you can live with,
it's finding someone you can't live without.
issit tellin miie nt to gib up ? hmm. nt beri sure! hahas.. //confuse//

hahas. sumtyms feel so weird! am i reallie in lurbe wib him ? argh!! crazie! of cos i am ! or else i wun b suffering lyke hell! lOls! wad Q am i askin ? lOls! fuck up wib myself~ hahas hmmm. aniwae! i gonna make a decision ! hahas . or else my life will b the same! hees . ((=

dOnna``

heaRt bRoken ``

2005-02-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

my heart breaks when i knoe yOur heart ish nt wib miie. or i can sae in yOur heart i had nvber enter . i knoe tat yOu lurbe her beri much ~why i still gib myself hOpe? wasting my tym On yOu! if yOur heart still habe others why tat tym u ask miie fer patch ? wads tat ? how i wish i can jus scold u . but do u knoe my hurts when i scold u . when i knoe the person u lyke scolded u . do u knoe i hate the feeling. but i habe to smile n act lyke nth happen . my heart hurts . u knoe tat ? wheneva i jus wish tat i can msg u n tell u i lurbe you even though i am scared . i am scared dat u will hurt miie once again . but i willing . if everything repeats again , i willing to. cos i willing to spent another nite wib u . i nvber hate u at all. cos once i hate u , i am killing myself. do u knoe tat if one dae u gone , my life will b so empty. mayb u think ish a joke or i am kidding. or u dun even kare. i kno tat i in ur life , i am a nothing . u can put miie a side. i dun mind. i jus wish u can tok to miie once again. gib miie att i oso dun mind. cos i reallie miss u beri much . do u knoe tat when u msg miie happie birthdae , i was so happie. even though ish jus a happie birthdae. n nth much . i jus feel so happie. lyke i am goin to heaven . this ish the best present fer my birthdae. i dun wish anithing more from u. i can sae tat u are so impt to miie. how i wish i can call u 'dear' once again . how i wish i can msg u everynite to tell u i lurbe u . but i knoe tat even how mani tyms i sae , ur heart ish nt wib miie. wheneva i saw u in sch , i was sooo happie. n i jus habe the mood to studie. u gib miie strength . i dun need anithing more from u. jus hope tat u can concern miie. i knoe tat this wun cum true. cos u will nvber knoe how much i lurbe u . how can i let u knoe? how stupid i am . even u knoe bout it , so wad? will u cum bac to miie once again ? i doubt. how i wish u could gib miie more hope. at least i still can feel the lurbe from u . my heart ish totally numb. i dun habe feelings.

``tO yOu . * u may nt even knoe i habe written this post fer u , *

habe a wonderful birthdae* hees

2005-01-31T23:00:00.000-08:00

wahahahhas~ lOls. habe a great great birthdae! lOls. but the best thing ish i late fer SCH!!! hahas. ish the 1st tym on my birthdae i kena late sia! lOls. but ish quite fun! lOls. funnie sia! after tat rty , i went bac to klass studi nohs! nt alot pple kno my birthdae ! or else my klasss will sabo miie! hahas. get alot of present! lOls. thankew lin , audrey , eugenia , eunice, zhiling , ah kai , meiyee , nicole , derrick , lin qiang , hock n clar! hahas. thankew fer the present! and my mum!!!! hahas. i lurbe her lots! lOls. and wanna thanks all the pple dat wish miie happie bdae! hees. my family too! lOls. *as if i am getting a award! lols. wait wait! and miie de cg!!!! hahas.. was shock tat teh celebrate miie bdae on sundae! hahas, thanks alot! lols. todae when to my mum's place to celebrate my bdae! hees. saw my cute little sis! haiyo!! keep niam miie de! but i lurbe it beri much! she is *sosososososo cute okies! *miss miie mum n sis! *=( but aniwae! i am happie! lols .kkies lars! gonna slp le! take kares all ! lurbe yeahs! (=

dOnna ``

sorriew , cant tag fer sumtym ! gt error !

2005-01-23T22:00:00.000-08:00

*_heys peeps! so sorriew! i cant tag fer sumtym. cos gt error in my tag board! heys peeps! dun worrie bout wad other sae bout us! *refering to gabriel , eugenia ,peilin, desmond ( he dunno anithing) hahas. , sihui , shihui , js , jb , zhiling n xavier! the 'hueva' wanna cum here tok crap up to him/her. i jus treat this person is a she kkies? she is jus a coward! do things at pple bac. scold here n there. hack kare! we wun lose anithing de! kkies? =) we shuld feel happie tat sumone jealous bout us!

TO GABRIEL :

heys ! gabriel! thankew fer helping mi to scold lehs! i get u into this mess! sorriew yeahs! hahas. even though i quite pek chek wib wad tat idiot habe said! tat idiot oso gt sae bout wad DOGS and CATS! is okies! hees (= as long we kno we are nt den okies le! n hor , dun worrie , i kno tat u dun lurbe mi ! or wad grap tat idiot habe rty, so dun worrie! all my fellow friends n thosse pple outside wun get the wrong idea! cos onlie stupid pple will rty jus stuffs! kkies? hees ! aniwae! thankew fer helping yeahs? hees. n sorriew too ! hees. (= luv yahs! as a friend* lata gt pple sae wad liao! hahas. (=

TO EUGENIA :

eugenia , u habe gone through all this wib mi ! i am so thankful tat u are here to help mi ! hees. hmm. n oso thankew fer all the post!! hahas. is dame funnie ! even though tat idiot make us to fuck up! but is okies! hahas. ur post bring mi joy yeahs? hahas. and tat idiot oso sae u wad snatch away desmond. hahas. hack kare yeahs? lols. u kno wad u are doin ! u kno u nvber can liao! let tat idiot . nono .is shit . * u sae she is a shit , i agree* hahas. let tat stupid shit sae u wadeva thing! as long we are united can le! hahas. she dun habe friends to help her! onlie she is the one hu type herself! hees. i kno tat she is jealous! hees. ! actuallie habe to much fun as we are posting n tagging nonsense here! hahas. thankew fer helping mi yeahs! n tat stupid shit jus entertainin us! we still gt free show to watch ! hahas. sp we shuld feel beri bless yeahs? hees. kkies! aniwae , thankew! love yah! muacks*

TO PEILIN :

lin , u oso helped mi scold alot yeahs? hahas. u oso posted alot of rubbish tat let mi luff till crazie! hahas. n ur eng improved ! lols. gdgd ~ lols. lets nt kare wad tat smelly shit said! hahas. she jus jealous tat i gt ALOT pple help mi yeahs? hahas. n reallie wanna thankew u ! hahas. u help mi alot too ! lols. thankew fer cooling mi down ! hahas. cos always i get aggitated u keep tellin mi to 'lax' hahas. thankew yeahs! lols. n hor! hahas. actuallie this matter let out friendship grow stronger each dae pass by yeahs? hahas. actuallie in JS , we nt beri beri close! hahas. but nw! hahas. we are so close! lols. wib audrey , genia , u n mi! hahas. i am so bless to habe all of u by myside to help mi fight in this matter! hahas. n of cos i nvber fergot! ah kai!! hahas. she oso gt help !! thankew yeahs? hahas. kkies. thankew! luv yahs! muacks*

TO DESMOND :

haha . desmond! hahas. i kno he nt gonna c this msg kkies? hahas. hmmm. jus wanna sae sorrie. lols. he nvber do anithing lars! den kena write by tat idiot lars. in my tag ! so wanna sae sorriew dat let him kena said ! hahas. sorriew yeahs? hees (= luv yahs! muacks* as a friend too ~

TO JS* & *JB :

heys guys! sorriew lehs! actuallie all this u all nvber involve de! hahas. sum of u oso dunno wad happen . hahas. tat idiot lars! sae u all ! i nt happie! hahas. karen oso gt cum here help help . wensheng oso gt! hahas. the rest all blur blur de! hahas. funnie sia! lols. kie lars! wanna take this chance to thank wensheng n karen! hahas. thankew fer helping mi to scold yeahs? hees! luv yah!!! muacks*

TO ZHILING N XAVIER :

heys! this loving couple! hahas. the smelly shit keep wanna break u all up! stupid sia ! hack kares! i kno tat u all de relationship is SO strong.! so dun kare wan the shit sae! let them b! kkies? hahas. luv yahs! muacks*

TO SHI HUI N SI HUI :

heys both of u . i am so sorriew tat i suspect u all ! so i am here to sae sorriew here! hahas. gt anithing u update mi , n of cos i kno wadeva thing i will up date u all de kies? hees. luv yahs ! muacks*

TO DERRICK , MAO AKA ZHIHAO:

heys! both of u oso gt help mi ! hahas. i nvber fergot! hahas. thankew yeahs! hees. n thankew derrick fer ur verses! hahas. lols. hope tat shit will read tat verse n wake up yeahs ? hees. thankew korkor too ! (= luv yah ! muacks *

*_ to u this bloody shit hu sae bout all my friends n myself! let u sae wadeva u wan! i den dun wanna kare . funnie lehs! if u wanna habe a blog dat scold pple, go n create a blog , n sae till shuang lar! kkkies? *to smelly shit*
wahahhas~

dOnna _*

tO all my friends

2005-01-23T13:00:00.000-08:00

_*FRIENDS *_

halo peeps! heys ! my tagboard lyke gt abit probs lehs! dunnoe still can tag tag nohs! so u all wait patienly lehs! kkies? hahas. i kno all of u are waiting fer tat idiot to reply esp GABRIEL!!!!! lols. he beri excited! lols. so all of u pls wait wait hars ! hees. lurbe yeahs all ! * muacks*

dOnna*_